unjust

aint i just as busy as u are.well. then why cant u do wat i can do. but i shall not be petty and argue over this.[[backstabbing is no good and im not doing so.]] i cant stand idiotically lazy till they are just so lazy.more lazy than me by a million times. pple who cant be bothered with anything and push everything to other pple. i just realized how impt. i am.yayy.duh.i knew that all along.and i miss my primary sch frens.whee.innocence is a bliss.so is youth.

huggz .....veron.....min......jess.....xy.......jie......ME......yayy.......whackk!!!!!!

sicko...ewwww

sigh.sigh.sigh.i just puked out my medicine and my lunch...yuck....im getting sicker.and sicker.YIKESSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!im dying.i know.sobx.sobx.heehee.there's no mushroom growing on my feet.fortunately.yayy.im aching all over.yesh.from trning.and i got scolded by coach for not knowing how to mop the courts!!!!!where's justice???huh???nvm.....after that.i ran like siao.non-stop.hmph.and eileen still cud walk.zao zhi dao, i wud have walked too.but i cant blame myself for being so ethical and upright.*ego*.haha.eileen.*ahem*.no offence...whee hee.i realised im as weak as joan....after vigorous trning i either get fever or wateva....i think im in no state to be in sch team....sobx.but...i lurvvvv SQUASH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i realised how retarded i am....despite saying others are retarded.im the biggest idiot in ront of seniors.really.whyy?haha.cos im retarded.hahaha.im retarded.wow.hahaha.*banging head on wall*waahahaha.

my sis says blogging is stupid.hmph.she is stupid!!!!actually i knew she was.ages ago.

i miss u ronnie.min.jess.jie.xy.hugz.

oh man!i missed bball todae.shucks.i need more activities!!!!!!!i dont wanna sellbaloons on saturdae.hopefully i can go trning by then....whee.....i lurvvv squash!!!!!!!!

i realised gossiping and backstabbing is badd....yepz.its badd.andt o all the outcasts....dont be sadd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yayy.i hope im not one.....nope.im NOT.yayy!!!!!!!!!!wats so bad bout cliques.hmph.

and calling someone a rich kid actually causes emotional hurt u noe....its sadd.really.haha.im crappin.whee.whee.

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala.

wheeeeeeeeeee heeeeeeeeee

waaahahahahahahaahaha.im soooooo happy.isnt it good to be happy all day.sigh but isnt joy sadness ,and sadness joy.....haha.how philosophical...that reminds me...i still got philo homework....sigh....but im happy tat im alive and making a difference.....u have to admit it ....im really important...whether u count the entertainment i provide...the joy.....the hatred...the sadness....the jealousy...and blah blah blah.....im IMPORTANT.and although i hate to admit it, so are u.....***i cant blieve i said that***but wateva.u may sae im ego and hate me....WHO CARES....maybe.but although i may hate some pple....im trying not too....and i believe u can try not to hate me too......OMG.....i have no idea wat im crapping bout.from joy to hating......hahaha.im soooooooo out of point....hahahaha.im sooo amused by myself....sighz....and im suddenly so enlightened....did u noe tat putting ur palms together means dunno watting the 10 realms or smth. like tat. so they will all rejoice or smth....and im scared i will be an animal in my next life*creeps*....sooo im trying to be nice from now onwards....i will TRY to not be easily irritated....be nice to ahem....everyone.....help old lady cross the road ....aha...jking.im sure i will not dare to do so...and to all does pple out there.....dont be hurt or offended if i have neglected u or hurt ur feelings and stuff.if i did sorrie*omg....1st time i apologised...so u shld be honoured*haha.aniwaez.sighz.i dont no why im feelin angelic todae.haha.and oh my.i cant imagine if i got bombed and died or worse still disfigured or paralysed or blah....lets observe one minute of silence....ok.....and i dont see why pple racial discriminate.and im proud of being a buddhist.yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!if u have not experienced sadness, how wud u noe wat joy is?????life is a suffering.

SHIT.IM SO FREAKING DEAD.

sigh.hav to do stupid lit pt.and my grp is sooooooooooo....dead.i bet we gonna do badly.sigh.
the booklet is soooo not linked to shakespeare.how crappie.ARGGGGGHHHHH.sheesh.shucks.shit.POCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!help!!!and then still got jap quiz on fridae.saturdae got squash and sl booth.where got time for homework????!!!!@#@@#%^&**^$@$^!!!!im gonna DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE.have to do jian bao.sheesh.study jap.somemore got crappie rch rehearsal.waste of time.and gotta attend xiang sheng .shit.oooooooooh.and i missed nazyra's gym todae.sobx.instead of being high.im mugging at home.i can only find consolation in blogging.how pathetic.gotta do lit pt.signin out.THE DEADED ONE.or rather soon.

idiot pocHMPH.GRRRRRRRRRR

idiot stupid poc.irresponsible freak.how could u do this o me.i need o sleep too.somemore got test tmr.idiot poc.GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.sigh. i regret.i will never trust u EVER again.well, im just soo nice.[[rite...]]reallly.i carn stand myself.oh wateva.tats not the point.now im gonna burn midnight oil .gd nite.HMPHHHHHHHHHHH!
p.s. NO OFFENCE

--------extra-ness--------now i understand.WOAH.

sigh.history test in thursdae.dead shit.history's nice. but tough.
and jap ca4 next week. i hate jap. but if i quit.....then i will be so bored. nothing to do. and duh. i will not study....
and.eileen is SOOOOO lame. irritatingly petty also. pls change gurl. dont be so bad tempered. and i just realsied that jodee changed. oh well. and....lotta things... yay!squash tmr
hope no skill test. or else im dead
if i dont get in sch team.i will really be
and eileen is like so irritating.
she is so pro and keep complaining.and when its so obvious hat her drives better than mine, she still will sae"ai yah.liang.u hit better than me lorh.i cant even hit!i wont get into the sch team.u will."what shit.GRRRRRRR....
lets hope both of us get in.
[crossing fingers]
ooh.and theres this french gals in our sch.
they look so mature.ahem.and they dont need to wear sch uniforms!!!
one gal was wearing a toga top!!!!!!!!
woah.
lifes unfair
i hate chinese
hmph.
i wanna go international sch.'
no fair HMPH HMPH HMPH HMPH HMPH ....
mmmm.....smelling great food from the kitchen.gtg.yum yum.
tata.