yesterday was one of the angriest day in my WHOLE STUPID BIG FAT DULL HORRID life.
im so freaking pissed with everything.im crying out loud of anger.
wow.i miss xinyi.
still rmb last year or last last year.haha.dunno why i got dso pissed off with her.dint talk to her for one freaking week.and wan en interceded for her.but i still dint care.but wat to do....she said beside me and duh.i wud die without tokkingso i forgave her cos anyway i forgot why i was angry with her.i feel so bad.now i understand how she wud feel...sigh.
why's my life all messed up????
yesterday.i woke so early at 7am to email longchuan the english pt but cud not send.sigh.then i rushed to the busstop to squash....
came 9+ instead of 8.30.
haha
rubber time
sigh...then the horrors began.jodee and eileen were freaking arguing.even though they came happily together.though it was kinda jodee's fault for being so bad-tempered that day....
well.so i was stuck in the middle as usual.both are my frens....hmmmm.and eileen was daoing jodee and vice versa.and jodee was so lonely larh....she was just doing drives all alone....
and i felt so bad.so i asked jodee if she wanted to play.and she agreed....like,doesnt mean eileen angry with jodee then i also dont tokk to her mah....
sighz....then eileen was GLARING at me till her eyes almost popped out.then i tot like better stop playing otherwise eileen all alone outside stoning.....
but like i cant go like"jodee.i dont want to play already..."so i waited and finally i just said something like that and went out.
sigh.and eileen smsed me saying i was a traitor....LIKE WAT IS YOUR FREAKING PROBLEM!!!!!!!!!!!!???????????????
wat did i ever do to deserve this...all i was trying to do was make u idiots patch things up.and wow....now everythings my fault.FREAKING UNREASONABLE.
and then eileen and jodee happily left just like they happily came....WOW.
and im freaking wondering wat i did that was wrong....
im so freaking pissed.i try to forgive and forget....i accomodate u which is highly unusual cos i always hav the last say.....
wat more do u want of me.??!??!??!!!!
im so tired of life....
im yelling of anger,of why my freaking life is so horrendous.
WOW>SO NOW ITS ALL MY FAULT.!!!!!!!
im so yuan wang larh.
like hello.the world does not revolve round u.stop thinking bout nothing but yourself.have u ever put yourself in others shoes,considered their feelings????
like u think u are the only one who can get angry????freaking....
PISSED.PISSEDPPISSEDPISSED{PISSEDPISSEDPISSED
nvm....
then i come home.after venting my anger by squashing.just when i was trying not to ruin myday,
i think im gonna go shopping for my roxy pencil case....
then my mum says.ur sis wants to have laksa for tea.
im like,wat the***!!!!!!!!!!'
i tot we were gonna go secret recipe or something at raffles city?
then i run out,freaking pissed.i cry out of anger.
i feel so stupid.so betrayed.and my siss all laughing...how mean.
CHEATED MY FEELINGS LARH.
im so angry.....!!!!!!!!!!
budden my mum says ok....lets go suntec then.
and i go yayy.
BUT HOWEVER no parking so she says go siglap's gelare.
wow.so after so much i still dont get to go shopping.
wat can i do.nothing.as if im not pissed enough.
im freaking pissed.
shit ya.
i hate my life really.
todays music was stress stress stress.
i dint get to record my actual chords.im so retarded.i deleted my own perfect piece.
as if im not pissed enough.
freak.
freak.
but nvm.the previous time i played was perfect.so sure get high marks!!!
woots.
freaking pissed.
no use trying to act like i dont care...no use trying to act happy.
GRRRR.....
today's squash was super boring cos i was still kinda bored from yesterday's 3hrs....
sigh.
yesterday, i was the only one left then zeslene and michelle played with me.haha
was ok larh.
but i played kinda bad despite them hitting ultra soft....
woots.i lurv squash!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so pissed.i can t seem to forgive and forget.
sigh.i shall try to be happy.
WHEE
fake...
PISSED OFF WITH MY LIFE!!!!!!!!
sorry joan for making u skip ur recess to pei wo.muax!!!!
thx lotz...
take care nazy!!!!!dont die of bordom at home....
i wanna try ur crutches.....but i think im to tall.....muahaha.
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