ahhhh

oh no.
i just found out that what i thought seems not to be what it is.



i never knew "wtf" was vulgar.
kind of dint see it in that light.

AHHHHH!i hate myself.how could i ever use such a vulgar word.
ohwells.
i guess i dint mean THAT when i used it considering that i dint noe wat it meant.








i hate myself.feel like dying lorh.why am i so dumb.
nvm.i shall just use my brain before doing anything.




im glad to be 2ND!!! but i think jodee deserves it more than i do.
sigh.


and its kind of weird that jodees vice captain. as in i always treated her as a normal friend.
guess its weird to see her in such an impt position......
dear duizhang so cute!
i love jacq!



friday was VERY interesting and amusing.
i love squash and squashers!
im so glad.
somehow i feel relaxed after our longlonglong chat of dunno how many hours.

and i will try to change.
somehow i think it feels good that ppl think you are nice and friendly.
i guess it kind of makes you heave a sigh of relief that you are'nt as hateful as you think you are!
and i think it was very touching.cos we were all so sincere.
jodee cried...
and jacq was intimidating!!!! she talk to me stare at me in the eyes!!!!shiver.like....normally we talk also no i contact one mah.....

yayy.

and saturday was HORRIBLE.
i think we were too angry to exactly cry or anything.
cept mabel.

i guess its not his fault.just his duty.
sorry ms neo,mr li,coach and fellow squashers if i contributed in any way to getting you ppl into trouble.....



but seriously lah.
we play squash so we are responsible for our own safety.
like....i mean jodee hit me with a ball, 9i wont go crying home and like....."mummy!tell the principal!"



watever lorh.
and they might as well chop off our hands in case we strangle ourselves, or our legs lest we trip in the dangerous schoool compounds and break our nose or something.



sigh.


24th feb we are having friendly with nanyang.
jiayou squashers!
love yall lots!