bleh

life seriously has its ups and downs.
im highly amused.
but it think its mean to take its as a joke when the other person might be serious about it.


something's wrong with jodee.shes getting increasingly lame.at an alarming rate...
haha
jacq so lovable...

and cat's really nice!

eileen is astonishing.
im so proud of her! HAH!
dint expect her to really change that much


oh well.
i was trying to control my temper yesterday.and all was well until the end when i just couldnt hit and just flared up...

oohwell.


sam wang is disgusting. his singing larh.

oh besides that....

really stressed.
im so caught up with retarded and irritating and unimportant problems which actually are quite important.

hah.jodee.that made so much sense lorh!!!!

anyway.
im officially STRESSED OUT...

so sorry if i flare up at anybody.
cos im very irritated.

sigh.
today i just told her off.
cos was pissed and finding fault with everybody.

and all she did was ask mengxia why i look so glum.
ohwell.

and i feel guilty.
for lots of reasons.
RIGHT CAT????

and for being evil and mean....
and being edgy.
and for making the squash toilet flush incessantly and wasting tons of water....



im thinking of the ppl in countries experiencing droughts.
blegh.
im so guilty....



and we made pizza and quiche today....
not bad but i managed to wobble and drop one quater of my pizza and half my quiche.

oh well.
and last week dropped all mengxias peanuts...
blegh.

im so clumsy.



sometimes i think i do really stupid things.
but sometimes i think im amazing.
like today i did amazing unexpected back wall boasts which unfortunately jodee could return and so i lost the rally....

blegh.


sigh.
i really do think thru my actions and i weigh the pros and cons.
but then i realise later that what i did was really stupid.
sigh.
i guess thats human nature or maybe im just that dumb.
and no i donot have low self-esteem.




OOOH!!!!!!!!!!
saw an amazing squash book in the sch library today.
thanks yishyuan.
but dint borrow cos no time to read.
exams next week.
still got dumb philo journal...
stressed like siao.



tomorrow match with nanyang.
hope im okay today and dont get freaked out...

jiayou squashers and i love u pple lots!


just now got some hardworking juniors trning!!!!
and i cant lob serve consistently.
die le.


love squash to bits!