that stereotypical mindset everyone has
which i once had as well.
gosh its eeeereeeetating


hurhur
eileen is new year monster!

training is kind of ok.
except at the start when its so boring and im so tired and dead.
and like yah i cant drive well and all.
but i dont mind continuous driving.
i can of like it.
but well.
have to wairt so long and its so draggy.

i have decided seniors arnt that bad.
zeslene finally proved that she wasnt as dao as i thought she was.
hur hur.

im so proud of myself.
i TRIED to socialise again okay!
from that old woman to seniors!

trning is really kind of ok lah.
i guess its a matter of getting used to it.
but still there have been better trnings.


and im platying like shit.
thanks to my inability to master the art of not letting badminton affect my squash
shooot lah.

juniors are still nice and adorable.
but whenever i say bye i seem to get ignored
except dharani who acknowledged me.
blegh.
so much for trying to be sociable.
oh well.

tianyi is still ever so scary.

and gosh
i love math tuition!
oh and there was this funny guy
sec 3 or 4 lah
so dumb lah!
he was using a pencil BOX.
and its the old ancient one that PRIMARY ONE national day give one lorh
the one that when you flip open the lid has the pledge on it

and i remember uncle ernest suddenly!

oooh.

trning is really ok.
really.
im so glad it is.
but im not ok.
really.

shooot lah.

and my chinese is pro ok!
zhang hao says so!

im am so disgusted by myself.