blegh.
iritating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i could not do a single volley today.
finally realised that was standing too close to the ball.
then i started being able to hit.
then change side.
hmph.
then totally hit like crap.
and tmr dont think got time to train.
ahhh.....
im deproving.
i think i seriously dont deserve to be 2nd.....
cant hit at all.
and eileen.who said u cant hit huh!!!!!!!!
I LOVE CUCUMBER MILKSHAKE!!!!!!!!!!
haha eileen and jodee.
boo.
today actually wasnt depressed.just that trning spoilt my mood.
pissed.
highly irritated.
and yesterday was just depressed like suddenly.
no particular reason.
haha.
today not cos i realised that actually not that much homework
haha.
but now
grrr.........\
pt so tiring.
run under the hot sun.
got tanned and dehydrated.
throat hurts now....
com studs took some cool pics
but email then dunno why cant recieve.
blegh....
chem starting le.
and jodee and eileen have an evil scheme up their sleeves.
muahaha.
inside joke.
but nvm.
I REALLY LOVE CUCUMBER MILKSHAKE WITH PEAS!!!!!!!!!!!
haha.
problems accumulating.grrr....
i love u simin.
thx lots!!!!!!!
Monday, February 27, 2006
Saturday, February 25, 2006
yearning for sleep
today woke up chao early to go to ulu or rather the other end of the world.
jo's hse for trning.
haha.
its a nice place.
and coach lives opp the mountain in front of jo's condo.
haha.
sorry jodee for making u wait so long.
just that i underestimated the time.
never knew singapore was so big.
haha.
last time over estimated like super much.....
and i saw two weird scary men who were snoring right in front of me while they were standing with their eyes wide open.
ewwwww.
bathed at 10+pm yesterday.
sweaty smelly stinky me!
was out of hse yesterday from 6.30am to 10.15pm.
more than 12hrs.
super exhausted.
dinner had ban mian with jodee at bugis...
nice but i had no appetite.
only liked the ikan bilis and the soup.
barely ate the noodles.
talk about eating more.....
cant wait for coach to come back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha.
oh well.
ms neo came up with a great idea that our footwork was bad so now nationals havent over,we have to train with mr yang.
which means lots of pt....
that means the secones get serene to themselves.
hmph.
whatever.
coach serene also can help us with footwork what.
in no way do i think serene is inferior to mr yang.
oh well.
anyway sooner or later have to train with him.
blegh.
but that means coach come back we also cant train with her.
so no point looking forward to her return....
shall chiong hw last minute tmr.
supposed to do hw but blogged.
blegh.
jo's hse for trning.
haha.
its a nice place.
and coach lives opp the mountain in front of jo's condo.
haha.
sorry jodee for making u wait so long.
just that i underestimated the time.
never knew singapore was so big.
haha.
last time over estimated like super much.....
and i saw two weird scary men who were snoring right in front of me while they were standing with their eyes wide open.
ewwwww.
bathed at 10+pm yesterday.
sweaty smelly stinky me!
was out of hse yesterday from 6.30am to 10.15pm.
more than 12hrs.
super exhausted.
dinner had ban mian with jodee at bugis...
nice but i had no appetite.
only liked the ikan bilis and the soup.
barely ate the noodles.
talk about eating more.....
cant wait for coach to come back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha.
oh well.
ms neo came up with a great idea that our footwork was bad so now nationals havent over,we have to train with mr yang.
which means lots of pt....
that means the secones get serene to themselves.
hmph.
whatever.
coach serene also can help us with footwork what.
in no way do i think serene is inferior to mr yang.
oh well.
anyway sooner or later have to train with him.
blegh.
but that means coach come back we also cant train with her.
so no point looking forward to her return....
shall chiong hw last minute tmr.
supposed to do hw but blogged.
blegh.
stressified...officially
DANGER! HIGHLY IRRITABLE! KEEP OFF!
sigh.
super stress.
i feel like crying.
but theres nothing to cry about.
sigh.
but crying helps relieve stress!!!!
ohwells.
unsolved problems + more problems= stress
not like im the only one.but still....
sometimes i wonder wats the point in trning extra when we are not going to be first.most probably larh.
sigh.
i noe its the process.
but.
of course i enjoy trning.
most of the time.
but the greatest joy isnt it in being first?
but if i train so much and enjoy every training.
the total joy i get from trning should be more than winning first.
oh well.
how philo.
but i guess long term joy is better than short term joy.
but then again.
squash is whats stressing me.
or rather one of the reasons.
im rolling downhill.......plop.
feel like dying.
sighsighsigh.
so much homework but i rather complain about it then solve it...
i want to join odac next year.
i want everything but i never achieve it.
blegh.
I WANT THAT BLUE ADDIDAS SLIPPERS!!!!!!!!!!!
i want a peaceful life too.
at the same time.
i think it feels good to noe what ppl think about you.
im feeling ugly.ewww.
im someone who doesnt take risks and hates changes and have bad adaptations skills.
sigh
yesterday.SUPER STRESS.
i hate being in a rush.
friendly with nanyang was okay.
all super tall lorh.
not fair.
and i think my thighs are short.
and tzelin said im skinny.
SO NOT.
okay.so random.
i won the 3rd,5th and 6th.
oh wells.
wasnt very fun cos it wasnt challenging.
i think the amerpro match with the mgs girl was cool and SUPER FUN AND CHALLENGING!
even though i lost....
but it was the funnest game i ever played.
YAYY!!!!!!!!!!!
hoping to join the watver tournament in march.
NATIONALS ON 20TH MARCH!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhh!
mr li super funny.
cos the tournament sponsored by a construction company.
he said he prize would be a brick with ur name on it.
anyway.
wats wif construction and squash????????????????
ohwell.
hahahahaha.
so cute.
but i guess it would be cool to cement it onto ur room wall!!!!!!!!!!
haha.
nayangers are super tall unlike shortie rafflesians.
sometimes im really dumb.
and i feel so malu now that i look back and realise that what i said was so embarrassing.
blegh.
somehow.i hope that he would just fall for someone else so i wouldnt have to worry about what to do next.
sigh.
i think sometimes i just dont say no to ppl.
guess im just accomodating....
ohwells.
its the least of probs but still contributing to it.
as eileen said.
i should just state my stand.
but oh well.
i guess im kind of standing on the fence...
and i think i cant bear to do something so mean again...
im sorry to everybody i offended or insulted unconciously.and for hurting your feelings.
sorry for snapping at you last night cos i was just tired and grouchy.
and i noe i was being mean...
i want to sleep.
sigh.
im really tired.
physically and emotionally drained.
i guess i need some emotions mangement course.
i ont think i noe how to handle my life.
and theres no one to help me.
thats why im feeling helpless and at a loss.
i guess somethings just cant be said out loud.
some darkest secrets cant be shared with ur bestest frens cos nobody can be trusted.
i hate living in a world where i have to doubt everybody.
i hate keeping secrets and dark dark probs to myself.
i hate living in a world full of fear.
sometimes i just hate being alive.
i guess probs just make life interesting.
i hate putting on a brave front and being someone im not at all.
i hate acting.
why cant i just be who i am.
why cant i jus be who i want to be.
sigh.
cant i just be weak for once?
sigh.
life's too short for regrets.
i need for sleep desperstaely or i will snap at ppl and make everyone's life miserable.
sometimes i try to put myselves in other ppl's shoes.
but i just cant be sensitive enough.
why cant i just be immature and cry at every lil thing cos im sick of acting brave.
i hate growing up.
it ruined my life.
i guess thats called impermanence.
if only friendship could last.
if only there was at least someone who can be trusted...
life is just bad.
sigh.
super stress.
i feel like crying.
but theres nothing to cry about.
sigh.
but crying helps relieve stress!!!!
ohwells.
unsolved problems + more problems= stress
not like im the only one.but still....
sometimes i wonder wats the point in trning extra when we are not going to be first.most probably larh.
sigh.
i noe its the process.
but.
of course i enjoy trning.
most of the time.
but the greatest joy isnt it in being first?
but if i train so much and enjoy every training.
the total joy i get from trning should be more than winning first.
oh well.
how philo.
but i guess long term joy is better than short term joy.
but then again.
squash is whats stressing me.
or rather one of the reasons.
im rolling downhill.......plop.
feel like dying.
sighsighsigh.
so much homework but i rather complain about it then solve it...
i want to join odac next year.
i want everything but i never achieve it.
blegh.
I WANT THAT BLUE ADDIDAS SLIPPERS!!!!!!!!!!!
i want a peaceful life too.
at the same time.
i think it feels good to noe what ppl think about you.
im feeling ugly.ewww.
im someone who doesnt take risks and hates changes and have bad adaptations skills.
sigh
yesterday.SUPER STRESS.
i hate being in a rush.
friendly with nanyang was okay.
all super tall lorh.
not fair.
and i think my thighs are short.
and tzelin said im skinny.
SO NOT.
okay.so random.
i won the 3rd,5th and 6th.
oh wells.
wasnt very fun cos it wasnt challenging.
i think the amerpro match with the mgs girl was cool and SUPER FUN AND CHALLENGING!
even though i lost....
but it was the funnest game i ever played.
YAYY!!!!!!!!!!!
hoping to join the watver tournament in march.
NATIONALS ON 20TH MARCH!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhh!
mr li super funny.
cos the tournament sponsored by a construction company.
he said he prize would be a brick with ur name on it.
anyway.
wats wif construction and squash????????????????
ohwell.
hahahahaha.
so cute.
but i guess it would be cool to cement it onto ur room wall!!!!!!!!!!
haha.
nayangers are super tall unlike shortie rafflesians.
sometimes im really dumb.
and i feel so malu now that i look back and realise that what i said was so embarrassing.
blegh.
somehow.i hope that he would just fall for someone else so i wouldnt have to worry about what to do next.
sigh.
i think sometimes i just dont say no to ppl.
guess im just accomodating....
ohwells.
its the least of probs but still contributing to it.
as eileen said.
i should just state my stand.
but oh well.
i guess im kind of standing on the fence...
and i think i cant bear to do something so mean again...
im sorry to everybody i offended or insulted unconciously.and for hurting your feelings.
sorry for snapping at you last night cos i was just tired and grouchy.
and i noe i was being mean...
i want to sleep.
sigh.
im really tired.
physically and emotionally drained.
i guess i need some emotions mangement course.
i ont think i noe how to handle my life.
and theres no one to help me.
thats why im feeling helpless and at a loss.
i guess somethings just cant be said out loud.
some darkest secrets cant be shared with ur bestest frens cos nobody can be trusted.
i hate living in a world where i have to doubt everybody.
i hate keeping secrets and dark dark probs to myself.
i hate living in a world full of fear.
sometimes i just hate being alive.
i guess probs just make life interesting.
i hate putting on a brave front and being someone im not at all.
i hate acting.
why cant i just be who i am.
why cant i jus be who i want to be.
sigh.
cant i just be weak for once?
sigh.
life's too short for regrets.
i need for sleep desperstaely or i will snap at ppl and make everyone's life miserable.
sometimes i try to put myselves in other ppl's shoes.
but i just cant be sensitive enough.
why cant i just be immature and cry at every lil thing cos im sick of acting brave.
i hate growing up.
it ruined my life.
i guess thats called impermanence.
if only friendship could last.
if only there was at least someone who can be trusted...
life is just bad.
Thursday, February 23, 2006
ha
my toes are cold for no reason.
2nd post in ten minutes?
oh well.
theres something wrong with me.
my body is rebelling...
im on a mission to eat more.
but i eat so little and i dont feel hungry.
ewww.and my calves are muscular....
blegh.
i dont want triangular legs....
2nd post in ten minutes?
oh well.
theres something wrong with me.
my body is rebelling...
im on a mission to eat more.
but i eat so little and i dont feel hungry.
ewww.and my calves are muscular....
blegh.
i dont want triangular legs....
bleh
life seriously has its ups and downs.
im highly amused.
but it think its mean to take its as a joke when the other person might be serious about it.
something's wrong with jodee.shes getting increasingly lame.at an alarming rate...
haha
jacq so lovable...
and cat's really nice!
eileen is astonishing.
im so proud of her! HAH!
dint expect her to really change that much
oh well.
i was trying to control my temper yesterday.and all was well until the end when i just couldnt hit and just flared up...
oohwell.
sam wang is disgusting. his singing larh.
oh besides that....
really stressed.
im so caught up with retarded and irritating and unimportant problems which actually are quite important.
hah.jodee.that made so much sense lorh!!!!
anyway.
im officially STRESSED OUT...
so sorry if i flare up at anybody.
cos im very irritated.
sigh.
today i just told her off.
cos was pissed and finding fault with everybody.
and all she did was ask mengxia why i look so glum.
ohwell.
and i feel guilty.
for lots of reasons.
RIGHT CAT????
and for being evil and mean....
and being edgy.
and for making the squash toilet flush incessantly and wasting tons of water....
im thinking of the ppl in countries experiencing droughts.
blegh.
im so guilty....
and we made pizza and quiche today....
not bad but i managed to wobble and drop one quater of my pizza and half my quiche.
oh well.
and last week dropped all mengxias peanuts...
blegh.
im so clumsy.
sometimes i think i do really stupid things.
but sometimes i think im amazing.
like today i did amazing unexpected back wall boasts which unfortunately jodee could return and so i lost the rally....
blegh.
sigh.
i really do think thru my actions and i weigh the pros and cons.
but then i realise later that what i did was really stupid.
sigh.
i guess thats human nature or maybe im just that dumb.
and no i donot have low self-esteem.
OOOH!!!!!!!!!!
saw an amazing squash book in the sch library today.
thanks yishyuan.
but dint borrow cos no time to read.
exams next week.
still got dumb philo journal...
stressed like siao.
tomorrow match with nanyang.
hope im okay today and dont get freaked out...
jiayou squashers and i love u pple lots!
just now got some hardworking juniors trning!!!!
and i cant lob serve consistently.
die le.
love squash to bits!
im highly amused.
but it think its mean to take its as a joke when the other person might be serious about it.
something's wrong with jodee.shes getting increasingly lame.at an alarming rate...
haha
jacq so lovable...
and cat's really nice!
eileen is astonishing.
im so proud of her! HAH!
dint expect her to really change that much
oh well.
i was trying to control my temper yesterday.and all was well until the end when i just couldnt hit and just flared up...
oohwell.
sam wang is disgusting. his singing larh.
oh besides that....
really stressed.
im so caught up with retarded and irritating and unimportant problems which actually are quite important.
hah.jodee.that made so much sense lorh!!!!
anyway.
im officially STRESSED OUT...
so sorry if i flare up at anybody.
cos im very irritated.
sigh.
today i just told her off.
cos was pissed and finding fault with everybody.
and all she did was ask mengxia why i look so glum.
ohwell.
and i feel guilty.
for lots of reasons.
RIGHT CAT????
and for being evil and mean....
and being edgy.
and for making the squash toilet flush incessantly and wasting tons of water....
im thinking of the ppl in countries experiencing droughts.
blegh.
im so guilty....
and we made pizza and quiche today....
not bad but i managed to wobble and drop one quater of my pizza and half my quiche.
oh well.
and last week dropped all mengxias peanuts...
blegh.
im so clumsy.
sometimes i think i do really stupid things.
but sometimes i think im amazing.
like today i did amazing unexpected back wall boasts which unfortunately jodee could return and so i lost the rally....
blegh.
sigh.
i really do think thru my actions and i weigh the pros and cons.
but then i realise later that what i did was really stupid.
sigh.
i guess thats human nature or maybe im just that dumb.
and no i donot have low self-esteem.
OOOH!!!!!!!!!!
saw an amazing squash book in the sch library today.
thanks yishyuan.
but dint borrow cos no time to read.
exams next week.
still got dumb philo journal...
stressed like siao.
tomorrow match with nanyang.
hope im okay today and dont get freaked out...
jiayou squashers and i love u pple lots!
just now got some hardworking juniors trning!!!!
and i cant lob serve consistently.
die le.
love squash to bits!
Sunday, February 19, 2006
ahhhh
oh no.
i just found out that what i thought seems not to be what it is.
i never knew "wtf" was vulgar.
kind of dint see it in that light.
AHHHHH!i hate myself.how could i ever use such a vulgar word.
ohwells.
i guess i dint mean THAT when i used it considering that i dint noe wat it meant.
i hate myself.feel like dying lorh.why am i so dumb.
nvm.i shall just use my brain before doing anything.
im glad to be 2ND!!! but i think jodee deserves it more than i do.
sigh.
and its kind of weird that jodees vice captain. as in i always treated her as a normal friend.
guess its weird to see her in such an impt position......
dear duizhang so cute!
i love jacq!
friday was VERY interesting and amusing.
i love squash and squashers!
im so glad.
somehow i feel relaxed after our longlonglong chat of dunno how many hours.
and i will try to change.
somehow i think it feels good that ppl think you are nice and friendly.
i guess it kind of makes you heave a sigh of relief that you are'nt as hateful as you think you are!
and i think it was very touching.cos we were all so sincere.
jodee cried...
and jacq was intimidating!!!! she talk to me stare at me in the eyes!!!!shiver.like....normally we talk also no i contact one mah.....
yayy.
and saturday was HORRIBLE.
i think we were too angry to exactly cry or anything.
cept mabel.
i guess its not his fault.just his duty.
sorry ms neo,mr li,coach and fellow squashers if i contributed in any way to getting you ppl into trouble.....
but seriously lah.
we play squash so we are responsible for our own safety.
like....i mean jodee hit me with a ball, 9i wont go crying home and like....."mummy!tell the principal!"
watever lorh.
and they might as well chop off our hands in case we strangle ourselves, or our legs lest we trip in the dangerous schoool compounds and break our nose or something.
sigh.
24th feb we are having friendly with nanyang.
jiayou squashers!
love yall lots!
i just found out that what i thought seems not to be what it is.
i never knew "wtf" was vulgar.
kind of dint see it in that light.
AHHHHH!i hate myself.how could i ever use such a vulgar word.
ohwells.
i guess i dint mean THAT when i used it considering that i dint noe wat it meant.
i hate myself.feel like dying lorh.why am i so dumb.
nvm.i shall just use my brain before doing anything.
im glad to be 2ND!!! but i think jodee deserves it more than i do.
sigh.
and its kind of weird that jodees vice captain. as in i always treated her as a normal friend.
guess its weird to see her in such an impt position......
dear duizhang so cute!
i love jacq!
friday was VERY interesting and amusing.
i love squash and squashers!
im so glad.
somehow i feel relaxed after our longlonglong chat of dunno how many hours.
and i will try to change.
somehow i think it feels good that ppl think you are nice and friendly.
i guess it kind of makes you heave a sigh of relief that you are'nt as hateful as you think you are!
and i think it was very touching.cos we were all so sincere.
jodee cried...
and jacq was intimidating!!!! she talk to me stare at me in the eyes!!!!shiver.like....normally we talk also no i contact one mah.....
yayy.
and saturday was HORRIBLE.
i think we were too angry to exactly cry or anything.
cept mabel.
i guess its not his fault.just his duty.
sorry ms neo,mr li,coach and fellow squashers if i contributed in any way to getting you ppl into trouble.....
but seriously lah.
we play squash so we are responsible for our own safety.
like....i mean jodee hit me with a ball, 9i wont go crying home and like....."mummy!tell the principal!"
watever lorh.
and they might as well chop off our hands in case we strangle ourselves, or our legs lest we trip in the dangerous schoool compounds and break our nose or something.
sigh.
24th feb we are having friendly with nanyang.
jiayou squashers!
love yall lots!
Monday, January 09, 2006
i think its going to be really sad when next year serene is gone and we are going to have super pt siao mr yang as coach...
i hate ppl to lie to me larh.
that stupid pig somemore said what....oh,i buy this then i wont ever buy anything else again.
and in the end she bought the skirt which i wanted and saw firstlah.
maybe i shall not wait for stussy to have sale.
i shall just buy it at 18.90
though i dont think floral prints exactly suit me.
ohwells.
but i guess its ok since its not that obvious kind....
ooooh.yesterday my sis bought the small cup of GODIVA CHOCOLATE drink for $8.
it kind of tasted like ice cream...
later got trials.
xiang dang nian i went wif simin to go for trials.
waahaha
tmr i dont exactly feel like watching movie wif jodee leh.
i need time to mug!!!!!!
haha.
there eileen!
who says i dont mug lah.
hmph.
mat5h was bad.
sit beside her super yali.
haha.
and i dont agree with serene that im most playful and mischievous.
sounds like that kind of p1 kiddo boy.
i think im kind of like more qing chun huo li than mischievous.
its called being young lah.
IGNORANT.
waahaha.
im joining odac.
but it was kind of impulse thing.
dint tell anyone.
just felt like itr today.
ha.
im gonna drag jodee to join wif me.
though i think maybe io shld concentrate on squash.
ohwell.]
five days a week cca.
whee.
how exciting.
im looking forward to odacs kayaking module.
waahaha.
but im scared of interviews.
guess it will be my first.
many more to come.
i wanna work in roxy NOW!!!!!!!!
or mango.
or guess.
or any branded shop!!!!!
ate at marche last night.
has the nicest mushroom soup and pizza.
omg.
that childish sis of mine ios 18 today.
and she wants to buy so much stuff and dont want to work.
pig lah.
only noe how to depend on your father.
i look forward to going to work when im 17.
and i think when im in jc i shaLL GET MY DRIVING LICENCE.
woah.
imagine driving a sports car to rjc!!!!!!!!!!!!!
waahaha.
khs that 6/3 girl joining squash.
ha.
odac or photog?
but i guess odac cos i love photog but maybe informal kind.
so i guess a natuional geographic fphotog ambition was just an impulsive thing cos i was trying desperately to find a job i ,like.
which till now i dunno.
i prefer working for others cos i like to depend on others.
but my dad will disapprove.
sigh.
and like doing business so boring.
i guess i want to be a globetrotter though thats not a job.
i guess none of us will ever be in nationals.
ohwells.
i think it wud be pressure if we had one in our batch.
ladders so fun.
if i win jo i can be the top.
though it is super temporary cos ha.
i noe im not the best and i will lose jacq or mabel or eileen.
tata.
i lurv training.and doing boasts.
i hate ppl to lie to me larh.
that stupid pig somemore said what....oh,i buy this then i wont ever buy anything else again.
and in the end she bought the skirt which i wanted and saw firstlah.
maybe i shall not wait for stussy to have sale.
i shall just buy it at 18.90
though i dont think floral prints exactly suit me.
ohwells.
but i guess its ok since its not that obvious kind....
ooooh.yesterday my sis bought the small cup of GODIVA CHOCOLATE drink for $8.
it kind of tasted like ice cream...
later got trials.
xiang dang nian i went wif simin to go for trials.
waahaha
tmr i dont exactly feel like watching movie wif jodee leh.
i need time to mug!!!!!!
haha.
there eileen!
who says i dont mug lah.
hmph.
mat5h was bad.
sit beside her super yali.
haha.
and i dont agree with serene that im most playful and mischievous.
sounds like that kind of p1 kiddo boy.
i think im kind of like more qing chun huo li than mischievous.
its called being young lah.
IGNORANT.
waahaha.
im joining odac.
but it was kind of impulse thing.
dint tell anyone.
just felt like itr today.
ha.
im gonna drag jodee to join wif me.
though i think maybe io shld concentrate on squash.
ohwell.]
five days a week cca.
whee.
how exciting.
im looking forward to odacs kayaking module.
waahaha.
but im scared of interviews.
guess it will be my first.
many more to come.
i wanna work in roxy NOW!!!!!!!!
or mango.
or guess.
or any branded shop!!!!!
ate at marche last night.
has the nicest mushroom soup and pizza.
omg.
that childish sis of mine ios 18 today.
and she wants to buy so much stuff and dont want to work.
pig lah.
only noe how to depend on your father.
i look forward to going to work when im 17.
and i think when im in jc i shaLL GET MY DRIVING LICENCE.
woah.
imagine driving a sports car to rjc!!!!!!!!!!!!!
waahaha.
khs that 6/3 girl joining squash.
ha.
odac or photog?
but i guess odac cos i love photog but maybe informal kind.
so i guess a natuional geographic fphotog ambition was just an impulsive thing cos i was trying desperately to find a job i ,like.
which till now i dunno.
i prefer working for others cos i like to depend on others.
but my dad will disapprove.
sigh.
and like doing business so boring.
i guess i want to be a globetrotter though thats not a job.
i guess none of us will ever be in nationals.
ohwells.
i think it wud be pressure if we had one in our batch.
ladders so fun.
if i win jo i can be the top.
though it is super temporary cos ha.
i noe im not the best and i will lose jacq or mabel or eileen.
tata.
i lurv training.and doing boasts.
Saturday, December 31, 2005
yeaowww
sigh.
my toe was pain all thru trning today.
when i removed my sock at home,realised the sock was a bit bloody cos my nail cracked or the flesh split or something.
its stinging badly.
ouch.
oooh.
and it was raiining heavily larh.
fortunately bus was quick for once.
haha.
the ride was amusing.
i saw this girl wearing flip flops crossing the road.
then cos the road flooded, her slipper once side floated off her feet.
and she had no umbrella so had to be drenched as she retrieved it.
haha.
poorthing.
then....
i saw A TOAD CUTELY JUMPING ALONG THE FLOODED ROAD.
haha
i wanna go ecp to play that temporary thing.
todays trning was excellent.
we did boasts.
yayy.
and coach said me and jodee did much better today.
ohwells.
we tot start at 9am.so we came at 8am.
when trning start at 10am.
but i lurv boasts.
and coach was in a good mood.
so good that she said jodee was cute.
clumsy more like it larh.
blegh
looking forward to shopping tmr.
lovesquash
my toe was pain all thru trning today.
when i removed my sock at home,realised the sock was a bit bloody cos my nail cracked or the flesh split or something.
its stinging badly.
ouch.
oooh.
and it was raiining heavily larh.
fortunately bus was quick for once.
haha.
the ride was amusing.
i saw this girl wearing flip flops crossing the road.
then cos the road flooded, her slipper once side floated off her feet.
and she had no umbrella so had to be drenched as she retrieved it.
haha.
poorthing.
then....
i saw A TOAD CUTELY JUMPING ALONG THE FLOODED ROAD.
haha
i wanna go ecp to play that temporary thing.
todays trning was excellent.
we did boasts.
yayy.
and coach said me and jodee did much better today.
ohwells.
we tot start at 9am.so we came at 8am.
when trning start at 10am.
but i lurv boasts.
and coach was in a good mood.
so good that she said jodee was cute.
clumsy more like it larh.
blegh
looking forward to shopping tmr.
lovesquash
Thursday, December 29, 2005
rising from the dead.
im finally blogging.
haha
i want to be in 204.not 201.
sigh.
i hate eating in foodcourts and i cant imagine how pple can stand eating every single meal there.
eating once in a while is okay but practically every alternate day is really bad.
cockroaches and the smell make it worse then a hawker centre.and thank you.i wud rather eat in a hawker centre then at a food court.
im sick of cai fan.
im sick of rice.
i lurv noodles.
i dont like bread.
i love chocalates.
why dont i survive on chocolates then.
grrrrr.i really cant stand my unreasonble mother.
this is the worst my mother has ever been
and i just passed my worst birthday ever.and i totally hate school.
and the only reason im still in school is squash.and studying for the sake of studying so that it wont be a disgrace to say i have a psle certificate only.
or else i wud drop out of school if i could.
not that i dont like studying.
i like it but maybe the environment is just bad.
oooh.
and i think i will die if i get into the school team.....as a reserve.
because apparently my attitude on 27th dec 2005 at 11.20am wasnt exactly good.
and i havent exactly aced in trainings althpough u must admit then i am indeed hardworking.
ha.
as eileen said.
i was really bad at the start of the year.GLARES AT EILEEN.but i have improved tremendously.
thank you*claps*
watever.
im broke.
if im gonna pay for extra trainings till nationals.
i will ave to spend all my new year pocket money.
assuming that i will get enough.
and my savings have been exhausted totally.
sigh.
and i have not read my lit books yet.
haha
only when on the net to read the plot overview.
sigh.
still got annotations to do.
but considering how much time there is left and the rate at i work and process those words in my brain.i will take forever.so forget it.
oooh.
i hope my new racquet will last thru at least the whole of next year.
and wang zi bian qing wa is the nicest show ever.besides qian jin bai fen bai and hai tun wan lian ren.
ha.
and who says taiwanese dramas are badd.
idiotpig.
say not nice somemore watch for wat
u are a hypocrite
and im so sorry tongyi but i was just so lazy.
so i think i will email u instead.
ooopsies.
hope u will come 201 next year.
i dread school.
haha
i want to be in 204.not 201.
sigh.
i hate eating in foodcourts and i cant imagine how pple can stand eating every single meal there.
eating once in a while is okay but practically every alternate day is really bad.
cockroaches and the smell make it worse then a hawker centre.and thank you.i wud rather eat in a hawker centre then at a food court.
im sick of cai fan.
im sick of rice.
i lurv noodles.
i dont like bread.
i love chocalates.
why dont i survive on chocolates then.
grrrrr.i really cant stand my unreasonble mother.
this is the worst my mother has ever been
and i just passed my worst birthday ever.and i totally hate school.
and the only reason im still in school is squash.and studying for the sake of studying so that it wont be a disgrace to say i have a psle certificate only.
or else i wud drop out of school if i could.
not that i dont like studying.
i like it but maybe the environment is just bad.
oooh.
and i think i will die if i get into the school team.....as a reserve.
because apparently my attitude on 27th dec 2005 at 11.20am wasnt exactly good.
and i havent exactly aced in trainings althpough u must admit then i am indeed hardworking.
ha.
as eileen said.
i was really bad at the start of the year.GLARES AT EILEEN.but i have improved tremendously.
thank you*claps*
watever.
im broke.
if im gonna pay for extra trainings till nationals.
i will ave to spend all my new year pocket money.
assuming that i will get enough.
and my savings have been exhausted totally.
sigh.
and i have not read my lit books yet.
haha
only when on the net to read the plot overview.
sigh.
still got annotations to do.
but considering how much time there is left and the rate at i work and process those words in my brain.i will take forever.so forget it.
oooh.
i hope my new racquet will last thru at least the whole of next year.
and wang zi bian qing wa is the nicest show ever.besides qian jin bai fen bai and hai tun wan lian ren.
ha.
and who says taiwanese dramas are badd.
idiotpig.
say not nice somemore watch for wat
u are a hypocrite
and im so sorry tongyi but i was just so lazy.
so i think i will email u instead.
ooopsies.
hope u will come 201 next year.
i dread school.
Saturday, November 26, 2005
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
yayy.im leaving tomorrow on holiday.
amerpro finally ended.
haha.
was very fun except for the waiting time.
im so sick of taking mrt the whole week.
sigh
lost my 3rd round but felt super accomplished
cos the mgs girl was very good
and i kind of lost 11-8 like that.
haha.
i think its more fun to play someone pro than win easily by playing lousy person.
more challenging.
hah.
super unfair.
i dont get into plates so i just play with 3 pple.
what alt of experience.
oooh
shared court with this jjc girl.
AND
i dint noe she hit down serve or smth le.
so i ran behind her wanted to hit but she raised her racquet to hit back to me, thinking i was at the back
AND SO SHE SMACKED MY FACE
ouch.
jaw hurt.
WORSE STILL.
my forehead got much more disfigured than it had already been.
super ouch larh.
its now STILL super swollen and blue-blacked and PAIN
the swell, in addition to my already deformed bone jutting out on my forehead due to countless knockings since young due to my clumsiness, totally swelled out way much
looked like a freak larh
sigh.
but was very fruitful.
yesterday trning super slack.
sigh.
serene is okay.
she looks super familiar.
a bit winnie the pooh.
haha.
sigh i dont want to miss trning for like 4 sessions larh!!!!!!!!
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
less than 12hrs to go.
out of hell soon
yayy!!!!!!!!!
amerpro finally ended.
haha.
was very fun except for the waiting time.
im so sick of taking mrt the whole week.
sigh
lost my 3rd round but felt super accomplished
cos the mgs girl was very good
and i kind of lost 11-8 like that.
haha.
i think its more fun to play someone pro than win easily by playing lousy person.
more challenging.
hah.
super unfair.
i dont get into plates so i just play with 3 pple.
what alt of experience.
oooh
shared court with this jjc girl.
AND
i dint noe she hit down serve or smth le.
so i ran behind her wanted to hit but she raised her racquet to hit back to me, thinking i was at the back
AND SO SHE SMACKED MY FACE
ouch.
jaw hurt.
WORSE STILL.
my forehead got much more disfigured than it had already been.
super ouch larh.
its now STILL super swollen and blue-blacked and PAIN
the swell, in addition to my already deformed bone jutting out on my forehead due to countless knockings since young due to my clumsiness, totally swelled out way much
looked like a freak larh
sigh.
but was very fruitful.
yesterday trning super slack.
sigh.
serene is okay.
she looks super familiar.
a bit winnie the pooh.
haha.
sigh i dont want to miss trning for like 4 sessions larh!!!!!!!!
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
less than 12hrs to go.
out of hell soon
yayy!!!!!!!!!
Monday, November 14, 2005
whats the world coming to
"Where Is The Love?"
What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamasI think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'In the USA,
the big CIAThe Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above'
Cause people got me, got me questionin
'Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love
It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin'in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the love, y'allPeople killin', people dyin'Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)Where is the love (The love)Where is the love (The love)Where is the loveThe love, the love
I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' our wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what they see in the cinemaYo',
whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found
People killin', people dyin'Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help usSend some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)Where is the love (The love)Where is the love (The love)Where is the love (The love)Where is the love (The love)Where is the love (The love)Where is the love (The love)
why must there be so much terror.
sigh
im going to somewhere with SERIOUS birdflu AND threats of terrorist attacks
yep.
china
i am super paranoid
think i will die lah
i hope not
though jodee has comforted me with reasons to show that i wont.
thx gurl.
im not only kiasu but kiasi
haha
what a true singaporean.
squashing tmr.
yayy
i cant stand my mum.
pig!!!
always dont let me argue cos she noes she will lose.
hmph
oh my.
super malu.
play with mabel the other day.
i tot i was 9-4 le.
so i wanted to shake hand.
then she said it was 8-4 only.
how malu-ating.
sigh.
i better not say anything during the tournament or scream or hug the wall screaming
"ouch" OR "no!"
haha
my skin kinda got prob but cant be bothered
tata
What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamasI think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'In the USA,
the big CIAThe Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above'
Cause people got me, got me questionin
'Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love
It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin'in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the love, y'allPeople killin', people dyin'Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)Where is the love (The love)Where is the love (The love)Where is the loveThe love, the love
I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' our wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what they see in the cinemaYo',
whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found
People killin', people dyin'Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help usSend some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)Where is the love (The love)Where is the love (The love)Where is the love (The love)Where is the love (The love)Where is the love (The love)Where is the love (The love)
why must there be so much terror.
sigh
im going to somewhere with SERIOUS birdflu AND threats of terrorist attacks
yep.
china
i am super paranoid
think i will die lah
i hope not
though jodee has comforted me with reasons to show that i wont.
thx gurl.
im not only kiasu but kiasi
haha
what a true singaporean.
squashing tmr.
yayy
i cant stand my mum.
pig!!!
always dont let me argue cos she noes she will lose.
hmph
oh my.
super malu.
play with mabel the other day.
i tot i was 9-4 le.
so i wanted to shake hand.
then she said it was 8-4 only.
how malu-ating.
sigh.
i better not say anything during the tournament or scream or hug the wall screaming
"ouch" OR "no!"
haha
my skin kinda got prob but cant be bothered
tata
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
ha
so much for changing my blogskin....
omg.sigh.why did u have to find my blog simin????
haha
oh well.cant believe veron wud actually like that...
well....i think im in quite an awkward position to comment on it larh.
both of you are like....my friends.
sigh.
why did things have to turn out this way.
we're all drifting apart larh.
nothings permanent...
tata.
ooooh.
holidaying in a BIRDFLU country!!!!!
27nov to smth december.
yayy
disneyland and ocean park and lots more.....
bored to death.
scared leh.
first tournament.
sigh
shld i go sentosa and play the whole da just before the first day of it????
wat if im all tired and aching.then i cant play.
argh.
not like im gonna win or wat.
sure hope my opponent is not that pro.
otherwise sure lose dao hen can.
tata
omg.sigh.why did u have to find my blog simin????
haha
oh well.cant believe veron wud actually like that...
well....i think im in quite an awkward position to comment on it larh.
both of you are like....my friends.
sigh.
why did things have to turn out this way.
we're all drifting apart larh.
nothings permanent...
tata.
ooooh.
holidaying in a BIRDFLU country!!!!!
27nov to smth december.
yayy
disneyland and ocean park and lots more.....
bored to death.
scared leh.
first tournament.
sigh
shld i go sentosa and play the whole da just before the first day of it????
wat if im all tired and aching.then i cant play.
argh.
not like im gonna win or wat.
sure hope my opponent is not that pro.
otherwise sure lose dao hen can.
tata
Friday, October 28, 2005
netball carn
wednesday is balloon day.yayy.
idiot eileentell me wat...going jap to get back test papers...HAHA
guess.wat
im now stuck here learning how to draw doremon and how to sing the song.
crapp/
only 3ppl in class.
6ppl took the bus.
sigh
ａｎｄ somemore found out that WE CANT GET BACK OUR JAP PAPERS!!!!!!!!
im freaking pissed.
new maid coming tmr.
finally.
yayy
but she looks so manly...hahah
netball carn super fun
but shooting was HORRIBLE
i normally shoot 10+....just now only shot 3 pathetic shots in.
altogether shot less than 10 larh.3 ppl plus together leh.
sigh
and i kept breaking a rule i never knew existed.
and that stupid watever her name is teacher was like....stop it or u will be disqualified. like....stop it or u will be disqualified....
and i was staring,wasting time....wondering wat the hell she was tokking about.
i dint even noe wat i had done larh
105 is super amazing
we dint win shooting or banner design but we still got 2nd.....
imagine if we won shooting.
i wanna play netball next year.
but i hope im good enough...
milo van came.
i drank6 cups in total....
whee.
principals speech super boring larh....
and i almost failed geog....failed math.
only chem and history was ok....
ate dinner at 9pm yesterday.wow.
latest ever.
i cant understand why does ppl who did so well cried while does who dint pass.....dint even cry larh.
grrr.im so pissed larh
i guess that my scholarship is gone now larh.....
sigh.
i wanna transfer.
i hate.....nvm i shall not say.
looking forward to the next buttwhacker meeting.yayy.next wednesday.
i wanna ice skate and kayak.wheee...
break just ended....
ｇｏｎｎａ continue drawing doremon which I LURV. yeah right
idiotic larh
and eileen see toh is not here.
and jun ru ask me to come cos its the last lesson and wow shes not here.
pissed.
tuition tonight
wat crapp larh
i hate chinese and math
i hate so many of you out there.i hate ********
im so sorry to those ppl i have been super mean too.
esp joan and maybe nazy who have weAK weak hearts.
waahaha
i cant stand not criticising ppl.
tata
idiot eileentell me wat...going jap to get back test papers...HAHA
guess.wat
im now stuck here learning how to draw doremon and how to sing the song.
crapp/
only 3ppl in class.
6ppl took the bus.
sigh
ａｎｄ somemore found out that WE CANT GET BACK OUR JAP PAPERS!!!!!!!!
im freaking pissed.
new maid coming tmr.
finally.
yayy
but she looks so manly...hahah
netball carn super fun
but shooting was HORRIBLE
i normally shoot 10+....just now only shot 3 pathetic shots in.
altogether shot less than 10 larh.3 ppl plus together leh.
sigh
and i kept breaking a rule i never knew existed.
and that stupid watever her name is teacher was like....stop it or u will be disqualified. like....stop it or u will be disqualified....
and i was staring,wasting time....wondering wat the hell she was tokking about.
i dint even noe wat i had done larh
105 is super amazing
we dint win shooting or banner design but we still got 2nd.....
imagine if we won shooting.
i wanna play netball next year.
but i hope im good enough...
milo van came.
i drank6 cups in total....
whee.
principals speech super boring larh....
and i almost failed geog....failed math.
only chem and history was ok....
ate dinner at 9pm yesterday.wow.
latest ever.
i cant understand why does ppl who did so well cried while does who dint pass.....dint even cry larh.
grrr.im so pissed larh
i guess that my scholarship is gone now larh.....
sigh.
i wanna transfer.
i hate.....nvm i shall not say.
looking forward to the next buttwhacker meeting.yayy.next wednesday.
i wanna ice skate and kayak.wheee...
break just ended....
ｇｏｎｎａ continue drawing doremon which I LURV. yeah right
idiotic larh
and eileen see toh is not here.
and jun ru ask me to come cos its the last lesson and wow shes not here.
pissed.
tuition tonight
wat crapp larh
i hate chinese and math
i hate so many of you out there.i hate ********
im so sorry to those ppl i have been super mean too.
esp joan and maybe nazy who have weAK weak hearts.
waahaha
i cant stand not criticising ppl.
tata
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
despo
sigh.some people can really be despo.
for frens....
so i shall be nice and tolerate their sticking to me.
haha
i really cant stand my meaness.
to everyone.
haha
joan and nazy understand ehh???
haha
i criticise everything about them from head to toe....
maybe not their toes yet...
waahaha
im a mean evil pok
how cud xiner and stef
ponn school to day!!!!!
grrr.
for frens....
so i shall be nice and tolerate their sticking to me.
haha
i really cant stand my meaness.
to everyone.
haha
joan and nazy understand ehh???
haha
i criticise everything about them from head to toe....
maybe not their toes yet...
waahaha
im a mean evil pok
how cud xiner and stef
ponn school to day!!!!!
grrr.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.scary
oh my gosh.i almost died.....lightning was super flshing non stop...thunder super loud.
and i was going to die
whee.buttwhackers gonna meet up tmr.
yayy
shld i go to the chalet????sigh
stef ponned sch today.naughty girl
today funner than yesterday larh.
MUCH MUCH
painting was SUPER fun
haha
i painted my whole palm with blood and smeared a super real bloody handprint....
waahahaha
so fun
and painted lots of props though i aint in the prop team.
WAS SUPER FUN
than i slacked and took ahem a few minutes longer recess and lunch breaks.squashed
joan finally improved.
nazyra and her can finally serve
weite is quite good too.can hit backhand and backhand.
haha
played imaginary netball shooting with joan in class
bored to death larh.
sigh
gotta do html.
OOOOH
i think i will change my blogskin and o skin surfing now!!!!
whee.
tata
gotta catch yu le bai fen bai and that korean show so i probably change it another day.
and i was going to die
whee.buttwhackers gonna meet up tmr.
yayy
shld i go to the chalet????sigh
stef ponned sch today.naughty girl
today funner than yesterday larh.
MUCH MUCH
painting was SUPER fun
haha
i painted my whole palm with blood and smeared a super real bloody handprint....
waahahaha
so fun
and painted lots of props though i aint in the prop team.
WAS SUPER FUN
than i slacked and took ahem a few minutes longer recess and lunch breaks.squashed
joan finally improved.
nazyra and her can finally serve
weite is quite good too.can hit backhand and backhand.
haha
played imaginary netball shooting with joan in class
bored to death larh.
sigh
gotta do html.
OOOOH
i think i will change my blogskin and o skin surfing now!!!!
whee.
tata
gotta catch yu le bai fen bai and that korean show so i probably change it another day.
Saturday, October 22, 2005
sigh
happy birthday nazy!!!!
happy belated birthday jessie!!!!
sory.but i forgot cos it was the eoys....
not that u will read this...
squashed just now.
kinda boring.
phew.eoys over le.not that i mugged....read harry potter again.
i failed math. couldnt do a single question....
sigh...
post eoy activities gonna kill me....
sigh.
sigh.
i MUST buy something later.
i MUST buy a shirt or wateva.
i MUST get a new pencil case by THIS YEAR
i MUST shop for nazys present and jessies's
happy belated birthday jessie!!!!
sory.but i forgot cos it was the eoys....
not that u will read this...
squashed just now.
kinda boring.
phew.eoys over le.not that i mugged....read harry potter again.
i failed math. couldnt do a single question....
sigh...
post eoy activities gonna kill me....
sigh.
sigh.
i MUST buy something later.
i MUST buy a shirt or wateva.
i MUST get a new pencil case by THIS YEAR
i MUST shop for nazys present and jessies's
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
dead.
i got abused and murdered by my sis yesterday.
im traumatised.
im dying inside.
philo pt has not been touched cept for the title.and its so due tmr.
and tongz was online last night....!!!!
we chatted so much so i didnt have time to do philo.oh wells.
when will squash start????
im so missing trning....
shall play after eoys.
havent started mugging at all.
my math is super lousy.
sigh.
bored.cant figure out how to do my portfolio.
and dunno wat options to choose....
probably do rs if no choice...
i have so no skills....
and i dont wanna go audition....
sigh.
i dont wanna go to that thing.its so dumb larh.
wonder wats wrong with their freaking brains...
i bet they never went out before.
"OH....WOW....so fun!!!"
no insults but u can go ahead....
im not going.
not that im watever but....
doesnt sound fun to me.
but i'll prob go or else tongues will wagg...
tata.
looking forward to hols...
im traumatised.
im dying inside.
philo pt has not been touched cept for the title.and its so due tmr.
and tongz was online last night....!!!!
we chatted so much so i didnt have time to do philo.oh wells.
when will squash start????
im so missing trning....
shall play after eoys.
havent started mugging at all.
my math is super lousy.
sigh.
bored.cant figure out how to do my portfolio.
and dunno wat options to choose....
probably do rs if no choice...
i have so no skills....
and i dont wanna go audition....
sigh.
i dont wanna go to that thing.its so dumb larh.
wonder wats wrong with their freaking brains...
i bet they never went out before.
"OH....WOW....so fun!!!"
no insults but u can go ahead....
im not going.
not that im watever but....
doesnt sound fun to me.
but i'll prob go or else tongues will wagg...
tata.
looking forward to hols...
Sunday, October 09, 2005
AHHHH
im super embarrased by my sister.
anyway im super bored.kinda got super sick of doing mov forever....
yayyy.hols coming up.
really missing trning.
sigh.
oh ok....
cos i was like playing squash a csc, then my two sis went bowling there....
and my elder sis hold he ball, and GUESS WAT????
she slipped and fell into the alley.
HAHAHAHAHA
omg
im so glad i wasnt there....
gtg.
tata.
DINT BLOGG IN ETERNINTY!!!!!
anyway im super bored.kinda got super sick of doing mov forever....
yayyy.hols coming up.
really missing trning.
sigh.
oh ok....
cos i was like playing squash a csc, then my two sis went bowling there....
and my elder sis hold he ball, and GUESS WAT????
she slipped and fell into the alley.
HAHAHAHAHA
omg
im so glad i wasnt there....
gtg.
tata.
DINT BLOGG IN ETERNINTY!!!!!
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
aiyoh
my goodness.....today the stupid bus driver was like so retarded....he drove to my hse and was like....take taxi or ask my mum to fetch....crazy larh.say he got no petrol.wow.when there is like a petrol station nearby....
///wtf///
yesterday's trning was kinda disappointing...i wenty for class dc so was kinda late.but i only trained like 10mins?the rest of the time was spent on listening to coach's preachings and doing situps blah.
dc was tiring.swept whole j block classrooms....
thinkk i have anothefr dc coming up.late for assembly....
tata.
gotta do portfolio.and im clueless bout it.
oh yar.
later trning wif eileen.i wanna eat curry breaded chicken!!!!
then japping and squashing!!!!
///wtf///
yesterday's trning was kinda disappointing...i wenty for class dc so was kinda late.but i only trained like 10mins?the rest of the time was spent on listening to coach's preachings and doing situps blah.
dc was tiring.swept whole j block classrooms....
thinkk i have anothefr dc coming up.late for assembly....
tata.
gotta do portfolio.and im clueless bout it.
oh yar.
later trning wif eileen.i wanna eat curry breaded chicken!!!!
then japping and squashing!!!!
Sunday, September 18, 2005
ihate
i hate being ignored.
i think im overly neglected.
i think im too demanding and bratty.
im too greedy and brand conscious.
i want to be normal.
i thinkk im a quiet person.really.
i think its super leng chang.we are friends but we have nothing to tokk bout except school...
i think im very bossy.
im very arrogant.
im very self-conscious.
duh.
i will never apologise even if it is obviously my fault.
humans are so imperfect
chacha is okk.music nicer still.im a piece of crapp.
i think im weird but till i met you, i knew i wasnt.
haha.
i think im a mean pokk.
i hate this stupid she pokkk song playing now.so irritating.but im too lazy to change track.
i think im overly neglected.
i think im too demanding and bratty.
im too greedy and brand conscious.
i want to be normal.
i thinkk im a quiet person.really.
i think its super leng chang.we are friends but we have nothing to tokk bout except school...
i think im very bossy.
im very arrogant.
im very self-conscious.
duh.
i will never apologise even if it is obviously my fault.
humans are so imperfect
chacha is okk.music nicer still.im a piece of crapp.
i think im weird but till i met you, i knew i wasnt.
haha.
i think im a mean pokk.
i hate this stupid she pokkk song playing now.so irritating.but im too lazy to change track.
ohmy
ohmy.i hate being a freaking leader.like im so irresponsible.and yesh.i noe its badd ut i sorta rely on the others to do suff and i just slackk.now i get a taste of my own medicine.i spent 5hrs yesterday doing history formative pt.ALL BY MYSELF although it was kinda supposed to be grp work.
iccs was kinda disappointing.
only funny thing my grp found was a cane???tennis ball???
lihui found a *ahem*condom....and xinja tot it was a sweetwrapper.haha.
one grp found a dead rat.
im so gladd i brought my own tongs.
i was the only person who did so.haha.
i hate mr soh.hes super pervertic.
sigh.
i wanna join odac....
but clashes with squash.squahed just now...like from 11.30 to 12???boring larh.cos i realised i cud not hit cos the freaking ball burst le.and i dint wanna waste time so tried to make good use of the burst ball.then i realised i had hit the poor ball so hard,it was dented.totally sunk in.
my sister is a big fat coward.
i realised that dipping choc cookies into milk is nice:)
but my cookies are kinda hard and burnt.
ohwells.
it was a good try.
anyway blameit all on my mum take it out so late.waste my efforts.
but its still pokk.shall bring some for history tmr.first block.haha.PE after tat.doubt we even hav time to rehearse our rountine.
maybe i will have cookies for lunch.
i almost failed my math test.so many careless.cud have gotten a lousy 24.
lousy compared to my marks and JOAN'S 34/35!!!!!
mathfreak.
i hate math,poodle,pillow,soso,
I LURV HISTORY!!!!
i realised that blogging is getting boring.
cant wait for eoys.then i can sign up for the squash training.
but its like late at night.....think i shall try during dec hols.
hope my sis joins too.then can squash wif her nxt time instead of playing with the stupid wall and myself....
sigh.sigh.,,,,
chem is so tough.haha.cos i dont listen...
EILEEN!!!
regarding the wednesday incident, are u sure i said hi???after being dao-ed(or not?), whyy wud i still say hi???
yesh,i noe im nice.....haha.
but i dont think i did but even if i did.it just shows how nice i am.
tennis is super tough.
i can only serve.
haha
i served once and it flew way out,into the power station there.
was super funny.
squashing during recess is quite funn.
haha.
stef is pro.she can hit so well.
tata.shall stopp here.my sis is coming!!!!!
iccs was kinda disappointing.
only funny thing my grp found was a cane???tennis ball???
lihui found a *ahem*condom....and xinja tot it was a sweetwrapper.haha.
one grp found a dead rat.
im so gladd i brought my own tongs.
i was the only person who did so.haha.
i hate mr soh.hes super pervertic.
sigh.
i wanna join odac....
but clashes with squash.squahed just now...like from 11.30 to 12???boring larh.cos i realised i cud not hit cos the freaking ball burst le.and i dint wanna waste time so tried to make good use of the burst ball.then i realised i had hit the poor ball so hard,it was dented.totally sunk in.
my sister is a big fat coward.
i realised that dipping choc cookies into milk is nice:)
but my cookies are kinda hard and burnt.
ohwells.
it was a good try.
anyway blameit all on my mum take it out so late.waste my efforts.
but its still pokk.shall bring some for history tmr.first block.haha.PE after tat.doubt we even hav time to rehearse our rountine.
maybe i will have cookies for lunch.
i almost failed my math test.so many careless.cud have gotten a lousy 24.
lousy compared to my marks and JOAN'S 34/35!!!!!
mathfreak.
i hate math,poodle,pillow,soso,
I LURV HISTORY!!!!
i realised that blogging is getting boring.
cant wait for eoys.then i can sign up for the squash training.
but its like late at night.....think i shall try during dec hols.
hope my sis joins too.then can squash wif her nxt time instead of playing with the stupid wall and myself....
sigh.sigh.,,,,
chem is so tough.haha.cos i dont listen...
EILEEN!!!
regarding the wednesday incident, are u sure i said hi???after being dao-ed(or not?), whyy wud i still say hi???
yesh,i noe im nice.....haha.
but i dont think i did but even if i did.it just shows how nice i am.
tennis is super tough.
i can only serve.
haha
i served once and it flew way out,into the power station there.
was super funny.
squashing during recess is quite funn.
haha.
stef is pro.she can hit so well.
tata.shall stopp here.my sis is coming!!!!!
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
sigh
sighhhh.......we just had gym...was ok.kinda boring wif kt around.but i managed to do cartwheel.sigh.but joan is my supporter and i dont dare to do headstand.i tried and she cud not support me at all....i totaLLY slid down her.....haha.was super funny.
then when me and stef doing headstand,we were like staring at each other thru our legs......LOL.her face was our squished and red....
whee.trning later.theis poor tcher.until now he has not started the lesson.dunno wat he is doing.im bored.sigh. i took 3rd lang withdrawal form le.....eileen persuaded me to quit at the end of the year.so oh well.see how bah.
im so happy.trning later.after like ages.sigh this whole week only today got trning....
tata.nothing to crapp.
then when me and stef doing headstand,we were like staring at each other thru our legs......LOL.her face was our squished and red....
whee.trning later.theis poor tcher.until now he has not started the lesson.dunno wat he is doing.im bored.sigh. i took 3rd lang withdrawal form le.....eileen persuaded me to quit at the end of the year.so oh well.see how bah.
im so happy.trning later.after like ages.sigh this whole week only today got trning....
tata.nothing to crapp.
Saturday, September 10, 2005
yayy.rejoice
WOOTSIES!!!!!
i finally finished my lit antho.yayy.finally.im so glad i did a draft.but i dont intend to do my cl book review thingy.
i hate chinese!!!!!
hmmm....i shall just do last minute work...anyway i dont even noe when its due.and i dont wanna read cl books.i only noe how to read does kinda one sentence per page.haha.got han yu pinyin.words as big as pictures!!!!!!
haha.my chinese is horrendous.u may ask eileen if u dont believe.....RIGHT EILEEN!!!!~
i cant pronounce anything properly.
like si i say as shi.....
wtf.i noe ur cl is pro eileen.
i noe its saddening, but im getting kinda sick of squash...as in. I MISS TRAINING!!!like with coach. i miss training ater school, doing pt and everything.i misz feeling my muscles ache....
training on our own i so super boring.like wat can we do but drives and games. and we just repeat the same mistakes over and over again.....and after using not my raquet, i totally cant hit my backhands which FINALLY managed to improve after training so hard by myself!!!!
i will always use my own racquet.i will not be lazy and use other racquets except my own.
i will not ruin the drives i finally managed to master.
i have been training on monday, wednesday, and friday during sept hols.
and i may train tmr.
i wanna play with weiting and charmaine even if i may lose.
haha.
at least i will have mental preparation if zainal does have that friendly match.
i wanna play against wei ting in the match!!!!!!!but i think its kinda scary playing against ur own freind...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINER!!!!!
oh.wednesday,me and joan went to buy xiner's prezzie.and steffie's,although we don noe when stef's bdae is.
haha.
im so broke. this month was supposed to be the first time itried to save money.but i already spent $50 in 10 days....
arghh....
i shall TRY not to eat so much in school.
yesterday ate pastamania al funghi.we totally emptied all that was left of the cheese.
so i took more cheese from the next table.
haha.
but the waitress was like staring at me,but who cares.
im a greedy pig.
so we stuffed ourselves with TONS of cheese till we started to feel the effects of over chesiness.
and my sauce was like creamy.so i was kinda full from such a rich lunch.but its so nice!!!
i owe eileen 10cents and jodee $1.80
stupid.i could not et into the freaking arcade....sigh.
and i dint wanna go queensway cos i dint noe how to get home.
then we were about to cross or jaywalk.which eileen dint dare but i urged her.fine.im guilty.haha.was super scary.first time i jaywalked there and almost died.like last time i ran across when there was no cars,but this time there was sort of a trafficjam.so we were like now or never.then we stood at the pavement going like"go now!!!!""no....wait!!!!ok go now!!!!""RUN!!!!!!!"haha.we were like lunatics.and super scary.
we ran like 3 lanes, then last two were bus lanes.and the cars were all moving so we stopped.and we were stuck in the middle of the road.all the cars were movind.in front the buses also.and we stood there screaming like "ahhh!!!!run.no eileen dont...!!!!!"haha.was super chaotic and comical.
my mum scolded me when i told her larh.
but i really was dangerous.we cud have died.
in the end.eileen was siao.she just ran in front of the bus and she like tried to squeeze thru cos the bus infront was like supert near the bus behind.....
and me and jodee just ran and followed.
i almost died of fright.,
when i ran,tje bus was stating to move agian larh.
then we reached the bus stop i my 14 left!!!!!!!nvm....
so i tot since my 14 left, go queensway.kinda hesitant.
then another 14 came along!!!!but eileen and jodee pulled me and dint let me get on.poc.
sigh.then 123 came and we asked if it went queensway.and the uncle was like opposite!!!!
damn.
was super hot and we waited so long
the. we walk all the way to opposite borders.haha.then realised no 123.but fortunately smart jodee saw that cud take 14.
so many encounters with 14.
and was super hot.i was melting.
then i saw opposit TWO more 14s pass me which i cud have take to go home!!!!!
grrr.missed 4 14s.
great.
finally went queensway.kinda disappointing.was quite boring.
going home that time,jodee mum called....said that someones head found at orchard mrt.i was so freaked out.jodee dint dare to ake mrt.
theni dint noe how to go back.my sis told me take 196 from petrol station.then i walked to this deserted shell.i was so scared.i kept turning behind.like imaine if the murderer was behind me.AHHH!!!!!
then i saw no bus stop.and i was super scared.cos it was deserted.
i called my sis and i realised that wat she told e was ow to get to queensway from home.
so the petrol station she said was opposite my hse....
great.i was lost in a scary place.
then i figured i cud take 14,but from where????
so i went to wrong bus stop.
so walked back opposite.
finally got on 14.
i was staring at everybody.like anyblody can be the murderer.
finally came to orchrd.i was like.
wat if the person ad left the head at orchard and came on 14???!!!!
then i was like better not stare...wat if the person was the murderer,became angry and chopped off my head???
i was totally freaking myself out...
then finally reached home.phew.then i realised tht when we were going to queensway we had walked super near the place where the head was found....omg.and waws aroung same time too.
freak.
scariest day of my life.
i finally finished my lit antho.yayy.finally.im so glad i did a draft.but i dont intend to do my cl book review thingy.
i hate chinese!!!!!
hmmm....i shall just do last minute work...anyway i dont even noe when its due.and i dont wanna read cl books.i only noe how to read does kinda one sentence per page.haha.got han yu pinyin.words as big as pictures!!!!!!
haha.my chinese is horrendous.u may ask eileen if u dont believe.....RIGHT EILEEN!!!!~
i cant pronounce anything properly.
like si i say as shi.....
wtf.i noe ur cl is pro eileen.
i noe its saddening, but im getting kinda sick of squash...as in. I MISS TRAINING!!!like with coach. i miss training ater school, doing pt and everything.i misz feeling my muscles ache....
training on our own i so super boring.like wat can we do but drives and games. and we just repeat the same mistakes over and over again.....and after using not my raquet, i totally cant hit my backhands which FINALLY managed to improve after training so hard by myself!!!!
i will always use my own racquet.i will not be lazy and use other racquets except my own.
i will not ruin the drives i finally managed to master.
i have been training on monday, wednesday, and friday during sept hols.
and i may train tmr.
i wanna play with weiting and charmaine even if i may lose.
haha.
at least i will have mental preparation if zainal does have that friendly match.
i wanna play against wei ting in the match!!!!!!!but i think its kinda scary playing against ur own freind...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINER!!!!!
oh.wednesday,me and joan went to buy xiner's prezzie.and steffie's,although we don noe when stef's bdae is.
haha.
im so broke. this month was supposed to be the first time itried to save money.but i already spent $50 in 10 days....
arghh....
i shall TRY not to eat so much in school.
yesterday ate pastamania al funghi.we totally emptied all that was left of the cheese.
so i took more cheese from the next table.
haha.
but the waitress was like staring at me,but who cares.
im a greedy pig.
so we stuffed ourselves with TONS of cheese till we started to feel the effects of over chesiness.
and my sauce was like creamy.so i was kinda full from such a rich lunch.but its so nice!!!
i owe eileen 10cents and jodee $1.80
stupid.i could not et into the freaking arcade....sigh.
and i dint wanna go queensway cos i dint noe how to get home.
then we were about to cross or jaywalk.which eileen dint dare but i urged her.fine.im guilty.haha.was super scary.first time i jaywalked there and almost died.like last time i ran across when there was no cars,but this time there was sort of a trafficjam.so we were like now or never.then we stood at the pavement going like"go now!!!!""no....wait!!!!ok go now!!!!""RUN!!!!!!!"haha.we were like lunatics.and super scary.
we ran like 3 lanes, then last two were bus lanes.and the cars were all moving so we stopped.and we were stuck in the middle of the road.all the cars were movind.in front the buses also.and we stood there screaming like "ahhh!!!!run.no eileen dont...!!!!!"haha.was super chaotic and comical.
my mum scolded me when i told her larh.
but i really was dangerous.we cud have died.
in the end.eileen was siao.she just ran in front of the bus and she like tried to squeeze thru cos the bus infront was like supert near the bus behind.....
and me and jodee just ran and followed.
i almost died of fright.,
when i ran,tje bus was stating to move agian larh.
then we reached the bus stop i my 14 left!!!!!!!nvm....
so i tot since my 14 left, go queensway.kinda hesitant.
then another 14 came along!!!!but eileen and jodee pulled me and dint let me get on.poc.
sigh.then 123 came and we asked if it went queensway.and the uncle was like opposite!!!!
damn.
was super hot and we waited so long
the. we walk all the way to opposite borders.haha.then realised no 123.but fortunately smart jodee saw that cud take 14.
so many encounters with 14.
and was super hot.i was melting.
then i saw opposit TWO more 14s pass me which i cud have take to go home!!!!!
grrr.missed 4 14s.
great.
finally went queensway.kinda disappointing.was quite boring.
going home that time,jodee mum called....said that someones head found at orchard mrt.i was so freaked out.jodee dint dare to ake mrt.
theni dint noe how to go back.my sis told me take 196 from petrol station.then i walked to this deserted shell.i was so scared.i kept turning behind.like imaine if the murderer was behind me.AHHH!!!!!
then i saw no bus stop.and i was super scared.cos it was deserted.
i called my sis and i realised that wat she told e was ow to get to queensway from home.
so the petrol station she said was opposite my hse....
great.i was lost in a scary place.
then i figured i cud take 14,but from where????
so i went to wrong bus stop.
so walked back opposite.
finally got on 14.
i was staring at everybody.like anyblody can be the murderer.
finally came to orchrd.i was like.
wat if the person ad left the head at orchard and came on 14???!!!!
then i was like better not stare...wat if the person was the murderer,became angry and chopped off my head???
i was totally freaking myself out...
then finally reached home.phew.then i realised tht when we were going to queensway we had walked super near the place where the head was found....omg.and waws aroung same time too.
freak.
scariest day of my life.
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
GRRR....wootsies
omg.i am so aching larh....
sunday was the funfair and i was in charge of this inflated playground thiny.it was okay.quite fun.... but he hunmongous slide was the super funnest!!!!!!!!!!
im so funny!!haha.yesh i am EILEEN SEE TOH!!!!!dont decieve urself....
muahaha.
okk back to sunday.
then it was so freaking raining so we wated few hours all sqashed and squished up in the tentage....
so ewww pls...
everyone was sickeningly sweaty and like i was sorta pushed and shoved around so i was pretty contaminated by millions of bacteria.
im no hygiene freak.
then he rain stopped!!!!!!!
woots.
but the thingy was flooded.
haha.....but was super fun!!!!more fun then when its dry....
i jumped and jumped and bounced and bounced....haha
was soaked but i was super high so WHO CARES!!!!!
haha.
then i slipped and fell and i was laughing like siao.
poor yanci fell 6 times.
haha.was super funny.
and then i forgoy my hp was in my poket so it fell into the HUMONGOUS puddle and *sobx* drowned to death....
observe one minute of silence please.....
okk.
it was dead.no CPR could help.....
haha.
nvm.
i hair dried it but dint work....
then i decided to do the smart thing and read the manual.then the super smart me acidentally saw a warning sgn in the instructions page:if ur hp is we, DO NOT hair dry it....
haha.
but nvm....it was dead le....
but now its showing some signs of revial.
woots
so now im stuck with my mums 2nd hp.so its super antique right eileen
but okk larh.better than nothing.
haha.
going to hello shopp later.
went yesterday.bluff me say must buy new sim card and i believed then my mum exlain to me then i realised i forgot to tell them i tried on other phone and my sim card was so not dead.
i was really slow.....
as usual.
haha.
then yesterday went squashing.
PASTA MANIA's al funghi is super nice....
i dint wanna share but irritatingly eileen was full from pop corn.
wtf.as usual i was nice so i accomodated her....
im so ego....
then met mabel....
hen we were at heeren bus stop waiting for her.
iwas calling her cos i realised i told her the wrong bus to take.which reminds me of how i told jodee the wrong bus to take to kallang and i had to sponsor her $4 taxi fare.haha
im blur and slow.
then i was calling mabel.then suddenly i heard this weird OUI...
haha.was super funny tone larh.
i turned and this man holding this newspaper was staring down at me with fishball eyes...
he was quite tall....
yepz....
he was reading his newspaper and almost banged into me larh....
and eileen said his fren was sayong "dont keh kae larh" haha.
wtf.
SORRY JODEE!!!!!!!!im so super sorry i missed 5 of your calls....
okk.
then we went back to school.
oops.i gave wrong dirctions again and we ended up at the wrong place. AND b4 that eileen led us to this deserted carpark behind heeren saying that he busstop was there.
haha.
we all hav no snse of direction.except ME!!!!!
haha.
finally got to scool.
was still aching from Sunday's jumping whole day....
wonder if i grew taller or hav more ewwww caalf muscles.
haha.'
im super lame and crappy.
im so hardworkiing...
after dunno hpw many days of slacking i finally started lit pt today.yayy.
but im slacking now.
haha
sigh.yestersday,came home open the fridge,
SAW THIS BAR OF CHOCOLATE!!!!!!
haha.nvm hat it was weird kiwi....
i still ate it.then,how was i to know that my selfish sis had bought it
i thought that only my other health concious sis wud buy smth so weird....
then the selfish idiot went to hide my squash suff.lame and childish.
muahaha.she always does that.sigh sometimes i pity her....perhaps she belongs at woodbridge.
most of the time i just swallowed it down and dint hide her stuff back.
by the way, do you noe that she hides stuff and forgets where she puts them...idiot....
well.yesterday i was kinda in a bad mood.from the horrid sun and blah.and her stupid chocalate tasted horrid lar....
yar...
so i went to hid her sandals.haha.
in the vcd cupboard.
then i tot it was mean.so i only hid one side....ehh...secret...cant say where.
then i sort of hid her specs.it is actually in a dawer with all the combs and stufff but she doesnt open it so ii guess she wont find it.
and right now shes behind me but this is in yellow so she cant see esp without her specs.
i bet she doesnt even noe i hid it.muahaha.
guess wat.she always hid stuff in high places but she hid my squash stuff under a cupboard in the storeroom for once.i guess she noes im getting taller.haha.
and i hid her ear lotion thing to prevent infection thingy larh.
can u believe it,she poked her ear without my mums permisson....
sigh.i noe im guai larh....
i hope her ear gets infected and then amputated.MUAHAHA.vengeance is sweet.
no larh.im not that evil.that better not happen or else im sure i wud regret having a sis wif chopped off ears...
haha.
i wanna an older bro....
sisiters are horrible....
im so envious of eileen and mabel larh....
sigh.....
my hp is under repair and will come back after 2 to 4 weeks????how long is that larh....
sigh.yayy.gonna buy xiner a prezzie tmr....dunno wat to buy.
for stef too....but i dunno when her bdae is.
sigh.....
dnt tmr.that is like 3 modules ago????haha.dont wanna do.nvm....better not fail.my grades are bad enough......
wanna quit jap.!!!!!!!
but my mum dont allow.haha.
i bluffed her say that i got the form and dont need parents signature.lame.but i just wanna spite her.
its my life not hers larh.why cant i quit.and she gives no fereaking reason.....
sigh.....
tata.watching yu le 100% now...
sunday was the funfair and i was in charge of this inflated playground thiny.it was okay.quite fun.... but he hunmongous slide was the super funnest!!!!!!!!!!
im so funny!!haha.yesh i am EILEEN SEE TOH!!!!!dont decieve urself....
muahaha.
okk back to sunday.
then it was so freaking raining so we wated few hours all sqashed and squished up in the tentage....
so ewww pls...
everyone was sickeningly sweaty and like i was sorta pushed and shoved around so i was pretty contaminated by millions of bacteria.
im no hygiene freak.
then he rain stopped!!!!!!!
woots.
but the thingy was flooded.
haha.....but was super fun!!!!more fun then when its dry....
i jumped and jumped and bounced and bounced....haha
was soaked but i was super high so WHO CARES!!!!!
haha.
then i slipped and fell and i was laughing like siao.
poor yanci fell 6 times.
haha.was super funny.
and then i forgoy my hp was in my poket so it fell into the HUMONGOUS puddle and *sobx* drowned to death....
observe one minute of silence please.....
okk.
it was dead.no CPR could help.....
haha.
nvm.
i hair dried it but dint work....
then i decided to do the smart thing and read the manual.then the super smart me acidentally saw a warning sgn in the instructions page:if ur hp is we, DO NOT hair dry it....
haha.
but nvm....it was dead le....
but now its showing some signs of revial.
woots
so now im stuck with my mums 2nd hp.so its super antique right eileen
but okk larh.better than nothing.
haha.
going to hello shopp later.
went yesterday.bluff me say must buy new sim card and i believed then my mum exlain to me then i realised i forgot to tell them i tried on other phone and my sim card was so not dead.
i was really slow.....
as usual.
haha.
then yesterday went squashing.
PASTA MANIA's al funghi is super nice....
i dint wanna share but irritatingly eileen was full from pop corn.
wtf.as usual i was nice so i accomodated her....
im so ego....
then met mabel....
hen we were at heeren bus stop waiting for her.
iwas calling her cos i realised i told her the wrong bus to take.which reminds me of how i told jodee the wrong bus to take to kallang and i had to sponsor her $4 taxi fare.haha
im blur and slow.
then i was calling mabel.then suddenly i heard this weird OUI...
haha.was super funny tone larh.
i turned and this man holding this newspaper was staring down at me with fishball eyes...
he was quite tall....
yepz....
he was reading his newspaper and almost banged into me larh....
and eileen said his fren was sayong "dont keh kae larh" haha.
wtf.
SORRY JODEE!!!!!!!!im so super sorry i missed 5 of your calls....
okk.
then we went back to school.
oops.i gave wrong dirctions again and we ended up at the wrong place. AND b4 that eileen led us to this deserted carpark behind heeren saying that he busstop was there.
haha.
we all hav no snse of direction.except ME!!!!!
haha.
finally got to scool.
was still aching from Sunday's jumping whole day....
wonder if i grew taller or hav more ewwww caalf muscles.
haha.'
im super lame and crappy.
im so hardworkiing...
after dunno hpw many days of slacking i finally started lit pt today.yayy.
but im slacking now.
haha
sigh.yestersday,came home open the fridge,
SAW THIS BAR OF CHOCOLATE!!!!!!
haha.nvm hat it was weird kiwi....
i still ate it.then,how was i to know that my selfish sis had bought it
i thought that only my other health concious sis wud buy smth so weird....
then the selfish idiot went to hide my squash suff.lame and childish.
muahaha.she always does that.sigh sometimes i pity her....perhaps she belongs at woodbridge.
most of the time i just swallowed it down and dint hide her stuff back.
by the way, do you noe that she hides stuff and forgets where she puts them...idiot....
well.yesterday i was kinda in a bad mood.from the horrid sun and blah.and her stupid chocalate tasted horrid lar....
yar...
so i went to hid her sandals.haha.
in the vcd cupboard.
then i tot it was mean.so i only hid one side....ehh...secret...cant say where.
then i sort of hid her specs.it is actually in a dawer with all the combs and stufff but she doesnt open it so ii guess she wont find it.
and right now shes behind me but this is in yellow so she cant see esp without her specs.
i bet she doesnt even noe i hid it.muahaha.
guess wat.she always hid stuff in high places but she hid my squash stuff under a cupboard in the storeroom for once.i guess she noes im getting taller.haha.
and i hid her ear lotion thing to prevent infection thingy larh.
can u believe it,she poked her ear without my mums permisson....
sigh.i noe im guai larh....
i hope her ear gets infected and then amputated.MUAHAHA.vengeance is sweet.
no larh.im not that evil.that better not happen or else im sure i wud regret having a sis wif chopped off ears...
haha.
i wanna an older bro....
sisiters are horrible....
im so envious of eileen and mabel larh....
sigh.....
my hp is under repair and will come back after 2 to 4 weeks????how long is that larh....
sigh.yayy.gonna buy xiner a prezzie tmr....dunno wat to buy.
for stef too....but i dunno when her bdae is.
sigh.....
dnt tmr.that is like 3 modules ago????haha.dont wanna do.nvm....better not fail.my grades are bad enough......
wanna quit jap.!!!!!!!
but my mum dont allow.haha.
i bluffed her say that i got the form and dont need parents signature.lame.but i just wanna spite her.
its my life not hers larh.why cant i quit.and she gives no fereaking reason.....
sigh.....
tata.watching yu le 100% now...
Saturday, September 03, 2005
yayy
just created a new email account cos my stupid msn is still down...
its....
super_sadist_me@yahoo.com.sg
kinda lame ehhhh.but sigh....better than my hotmail one.
couldnt think of a nice email add so i just crapped.
its....
super_sadist_me@yahoo.com.sg
kinda lame ehhhh.but sigh....better than my hotmail one.
couldnt think of a nice email add so i just crapped.
im all messed up
WOOTS.im no that pissed today.whee.
haha.
haha.
haha.
playing with coach was surprisingly fun.
ahem,,,,,"honoured" to be the first unfortunate sec one to be chosen......
haha.
haha.
haha.
couldnt run away in time....
well.i had to face up to reality....haha
WAT IM I CRAPPING ABOUT???SOMEONE SLAP ME PLEASE!!!!
haha.
haha.
i managed to recieve his shots cos he was hitting super soft.
phew.but ran like siao.
but wasnt tiring at all larh.....whee....
but i dont noe the score besides knowing that i lost....
haha....
i finall y noe how it feels like to be a maid....
one aspect only....
i had a horrible lunch....cos i came home late.and everybody had eaten so all i had was measly leftovers....
shld hav just gone to toa payoh for lunch....but not that i could anyway.....sigh....
sigh....
im so bored....
i wanna watch oliver twist,corpse bride,harry potter....
sept hols is gonna be boring i thinkk im gonna do last minute work...
wonder wats gotten into squashers....suddden interest in yoga...
haha.
coach was so ewww when he was trying to do it...'
mabel is soooooo super nuts.
ooh.shes always high....yep...
she thinks trianular legs are nice.
how weird is that...imagine her with triangular legs....
her legs so nice and long she still not happy.sigh
kinda forgot what i wanted to say.... shall stop crapping.
tata.
haha.
haha.
haha.
playing with coach was surprisingly fun.
ahem,,,,,"honoured" to be the first unfortunate sec one to be chosen......
haha.
haha.
haha.
couldnt run away in time....
well.i had to face up to reality....haha
WAT IM I CRAPPING ABOUT???SOMEONE SLAP ME PLEASE!!!!
haha.
haha.
i managed to recieve his shots cos he was hitting super soft.
phew.but ran like siao.
but wasnt tiring at all larh.....whee....
but i dont noe the score besides knowing that i lost....
haha....
i finall y noe how it feels like to be a maid....
one aspect only....
i had a horrible lunch....cos i came home late.and everybody had eaten so all i had was measly leftovers....
shld hav just gone to toa payoh for lunch....but not that i could anyway.....sigh....
sigh....
im so bored....
i wanna watch oliver twist,corpse bride,harry potter....
sept hols is gonna be boring i thinkk im gonna do last minute work...
wonder wats gotten into squashers....suddden interest in yoga...
haha.
coach was so ewww when he was trying to do it...'
mabel is soooooo super nuts.
ooh.shes always high....yep...
she thinks trianular legs are nice.
how weird is that...imagine her with triangular legs....
her legs so nice and long she still not happy.sigh
kinda forgot what i wanted to say.... shall stop crapping.
tata.
Friday, September 02, 2005
sobx
im crying as i sing graduaion friends forever....
haha.last night.
that was kinda automatic.dont noe whyy.guess im missing my life so much....my frens,primary school life....everything....
sound cliched.....
"and as we go on, we remember,all the times we,had together, and as our lives change, from whatever, we will still be friends forever....lalalalalalalala,lalalalalalalalala...lalalalalalala,lalalalalalalala....and as our lives change,from whatever, we will still be, friends forever..."
sometimes im not as strong as i seem....
sigh.
sometimes its good to remove that mask once in a while to open your eyes and think bout your life,breathe in that fresh air and just enjoy being you.....
when ithink about how much i have gone true at my age, i wanna cry of anger,sadness,self pity.....but when ithink about pple with cancer etc, i guess im having it easier...
this is kinda of a self reflection.....sigh.
bu guan fa shen she me shi,wo hui yong gan huo xia qu de!!!!!yayy.
im not that pissed after thinking bout my life and sorting out my thoughts....
haha.last night.
that was kinda automatic.dont noe whyy.guess im missing my life so much....my frens,primary school life....everything....
sound cliched.....
"and as we go on, we remember,all the times we,had together, and as our lives change, from whatever, we will still be friends forever....lalalalalalalala,lalalalalalalalala...lalalalalalala,lalalalalalalala....and as our lives change,from whatever, we will still be, friends forever..."
sometimes im not as strong as i seem....
sigh.
sometimes its good to remove that mask once in a while to open your eyes and think bout your life,breathe in that fresh air and just enjoy being you.....
when ithink about how much i have gone true at my age, i wanna cry of anger,sadness,self pity.....but when ithink about pple with cancer etc, i guess im having it easier...
this is kinda of a self reflection.....sigh.
bu guan fa shen she me shi,wo hui yong gan huo xia qu de!!!!!yayy.
im not that pissed after thinking bout my life and sorting out my thoughts....
idiot pocHMPH.GRRRRRRRRRR
yesterday was one of the angriest day in my WHOLE STUPID BIG FAT DULL HORRID life.
im so freaking pissed with everything.im crying out loud of anger.
wow.i miss xinyi.
still rmb last year or last last year.haha.dunno why i got dso pissed off with her.dint talk to her for one freaking week.and wan en interceded for her.but i still dint care.but wat to do....she said beside me and duh.i wud die without tokkingso i forgave her cos anyway i forgot why i was angry with her.i feel so bad.now i understand how she wud feel...sigh.
why's my life all messed up????
yesterday.i woke so early at 7am to email longchuan the english pt but cud not send.sigh.then i rushed to the busstop to squash....
came 9+ instead of 8.30.
haha
rubber time
sigh...then the horrors began.jodee and eileen were freaking arguing.even though they came happily together.though it was kinda jodee's fault for being so bad-tempered that day....
well.so i was stuck in the middle as usual.both are my frens....hmmmm.and eileen was daoing jodee and vice versa.and jodee was so lonely larh....she was just doing drives all alone....
and i felt so bad.so i asked jodee if she wanted to play.and she agreed....like,doesnt mean eileen angry with jodee then i also dont tokk to her mah....
sighz....then eileen was GLARING at me till her eyes almost popped out.then i tot like better stop playing otherwise eileen all alone outside stoning.....
but like i cant go like"jodee.i dont want to play already..."so i waited and finally i just said something like that and went out.
sigh.and eileen smsed me saying i was a traitor....LIKE WAT IS YOUR FREAKING PROBLEM!!!!!!!!!!!!???????????????
wat did i ever do to deserve this...all i was trying to do was make u idiots patch things up.and wow....now everythings my fault.FREAKING UNREASONABLE.
and then eileen and jodee happily left just like they happily came....WOW.
and im freaking wondering wat i did that was wrong....
im so freaking pissed.i try to forgive and forget....i accomodate u which is highly unusual cos i always hav the last say.....
wat more do u want of me.??!??!??!!!!
im so tired of life....
im yelling of anger,of why my freaking life is so horrendous.
WOW>SO NOW ITS ALL MY FAULT.!!!!!!!
im so yuan wang larh.
like hello.the world does not revolve round u.stop thinking bout nothing but yourself.have u ever put yourself in others shoes,considered their feelings????
like u think u are the only one who can get angry????freaking....
PISSED.PISSEDPPISSEDPISSED{PISSEDPISSEDPISSED
nvm....
then i come home.after venting my anger by squashing.just when i was trying not to ruin myday,
i think im gonna go shopping for my roxy pencil case....
then my mum says.ur sis wants to have laksa for tea.
im like,wat the***!!!!!!!!!!'
i tot we were gonna go secret recipe or something at raffles city?
then i run out,freaking pissed.i cry out of anger.
i feel so stupid.so betrayed.and my siss all laughing...how mean.
CHEATED MY FEELINGS LARH.
im so angry.....!!!!!!!!!!
budden my mum says ok....lets go suntec then.
and i go yayy.
BUT HOWEVER no parking so she says go siglap's gelare.
wow.so after so much i still dont get to go shopping.
wat can i do.nothing.as if im not pissed enough.
im freaking pissed.
shit ya.
i hate my life really.
todays music was stress stress stress.
i dint get to record my actual chords.im so retarded.i deleted my own perfect piece.
as if im not pissed enough.
freak.
freak.
but nvm.the previous time i played was perfect.so sure get high marks!!!
woots.
freaking pissed.
no use trying to act like i dont care...no use trying to act happy.
GRRRR.....
today's squash was super boring cos i was still kinda bored from yesterday's 3hrs....
sigh.
yesterday, i was the only one left then zeslene and michelle played with me.haha
was ok larh.
but i played kinda bad despite them hitting ultra soft....
woots.i lurv squash!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so pissed.i can t seem to forgive and forget.
sigh.i shall try to be happy.
WHEE
fake...
PISSED OFF WITH MY LIFE!!!!!!!!
sorry joan for making u skip ur recess to pei wo.muax!!!!
thx lotz...
take care nazy!!!!!dont die of bordom at home....
i wanna try ur crutches.....but i think im to tall.....muahaha.
im so freaking pissed with everything.im crying out loud of anger.
wow.i miss xinyi.
still rmb last year or last last year.haha.dunno why i got dso pissed off with her.dint talk to her for one freaking week.and wan en interceded for her.but i still dint care.but wat to do....she said beside me and duh.i wud die without tokkingso i forgave her cos anyway i forgot why i was angry with her.i feel so bad.now i understand how she wud feel...sigh.
why's my life all messed up????
yesterday.i woke so early at 7am to email longchuan the english pt but cud not send.sigh.then i rushed to the busstop to squash....
came 9+ instead of 8.30.
haha
rubber time
sigh...then the horrors began.jodee and eileen were freaking arguing.even though they came happily together.though it was kinda jodee's fault for being so bad-tempered that day....
well.so i was stuck in the middle as usual.both are my frens....hmmmm.and eileen was daoing jodee and vice versa.and jodee was so lonely larh....she was just doing drives all alone....
and i felt so bad.so i asked jodee if she wanted to play.and she agreed....like,doesnt mean eileen angry with jodee then i also dont tokk to her mah....
sighz....then eileen was GLARING at me till her eyes almost popped out.then i tot like better stop playing otherwise eileen all alone outside stoning.....
but like i cant go like"jodee.i dont want to play already..."so i waited and finally i just said something like that and went out.
sigh.and eileen smsed me saying i was a traitor....LIKE WAT IS YOUR FREAKING PROBLEM!!!!!!!!!!!!???????????????
wat did i ever do to deserve this...all i was trying to do was make u idiots patch things up.and wow....now everythings my fault.FREAKING UNREASONABLE.
and then eileen and jodee happily left just like they happily came....WOW.
and im freaking wondering wat i did that was wrong....
im so freaking pissed.i try to forgive and forget....i accomodate u which is highly unusual cos i always hav the last say.....
wat more do u want of me.??!??!??!!!!
im so tired of life....
im yelling of anger,of why my freaking life is so horrendous.
WOW>SO NOW ITS ALL MY FAULT.!!!!!!!
im so yuan wang larh.
like hello.the world does not revolve round u.stop thinking bout nothing but yourself.have u ever put yourself in others shoes,considered their feelings????
like u think u are the only one who can get angry????freaking....
PISSED.PISSEDPPISSEDPISSED{PISSEDPISSEDPISSED
nvm....
then i come home.after venting my anger by squashing.just when i was trying not to ruin myday,
i think im gonna go shopping for my roxy pencil case....
then my mum says.ur sis wants to have laksa for tea.
im like,wat the***!!!!!!!!!!'
i tot we were gonna go secret recipe or something at raffles city?
then i run out,freaking pissed.i cry out of anger.
i feel so stupid.so betrayed.and my siss all laughing...how mean.
CHEATED MY FEELINGS LARH.
im so angry.....!!!!!!!!!!
budden my mum says ok....lets go suntec then.
and i go yayy.
BUT HOWEVER no parking so she says go siglap's gelare.
wow.so after so much i still dont get to go shopping.
wat can i do.nothing.as if im not pissed enough.
im freaking pissed.
shit ya.
i hate my life really.
todays music was stress stress stress.
i dint get to record my actual chords.im so retarded.i deleted my own perfect piece.
as if im not pissed enough.
freak.
freak.
but nvm.the previous time i played was perfect.so sure get high marks!!!
woots.
freaking pissed.
no use trying to act like i dont care...no use trying to act happy.
GRRRR.....
today's squash was super boring cos i was still kinda bored from yesterday's 3hrs....
sigh.
yesterday, i was the only one left then zeslene and michelle played with me.haha
was ok larh.
but i played kinda bad despite them hitting ultra soft....
woots.i lurv squash!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so pissed.i can t seem to forgive and forget.
sigh.i shall try to be happy.
WHEE
fake...
PISSED OFF WITH MY LIFE!!!!!!!!
sorry joan for making u skip ur recess to pei wo.muax!!!!
thx lotz...
take care nazy!!!!!dont die of bordom at home....
i wanna try ur crutches.....but i think im to tall.....muahaha.
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
woots.3rd post in 2 hrs????
woah.im amazing.haha.i noe why i post so much!!!!cos i keep forgetting what i wanna say.
sorry buttwhackers for being so sian.
yesh.we shld treasure our times together...but i was really tired not sian.
yijie is so mean....sigh....but we shld respect her rights if she wants to leave our clique.....but she cant just ignore us and avoid us....yijie's so dao.she even dao's her own friends.
sigh.i dont think i mean that....
nothing is permanent...not love or friendship or anything....
sigh.....yesh...love makes the world go round.....but aint it not permanent either.sigh.so lemme infer,,,the world will not go round forever cos nothing is permanent.
im a genius....
oh.i met xiner at parkway!!!!!!!!yayy.we were with our cliques.
sorry buttwhackers for being so sian.
yesh.we shld treasure our times together...but i was really tired not sian.
yijie is so mean....sigh....but we shld respect her rights if she wants to leave our clique.....but she cant just ignore us and avoid us....yijie's so dao.she even dao's her own friends.
sigh.i dont think i mean that....
nothing is permanent...not love or friendship or anything....
sigh.....yesh...love makes the world go round.....but aint it not permanent either.sigh.so lemme infer,,,the world will not go round forever cos nothing is permanent.
im a genius....
oh.i met xiner at parkway!!!!!!!!yayy.we were with our cliques.
new discovery!!!!!!!
bimbo=
1)Slang. A woman regarded as vacuous or as having an exaggerated interest in her sexual appeal.
2)Perhaps from Italian, baby
3)a young woman indulged by rich and powerful older men
bitch=
[[besides female dogg...]]
1)A woman considered to be spiteful or overbearing.
2)A lewd woman.
3)A man considered to be weak or contemptible.
4)Slang. A complaint.
5)Slang. Something very unpleasant or difficult.
[[thx to dictionary.com]]
so dont misuse these words...haha.
must bimbos be pretty?or stupid?hmmm....
i despise these sorta pple.
never knew a man could be called a bitch.
haha.sorry for corrupting pple's minds...not that u dont use this words...
whyy must this world be so vulgar.why all that name calling...[[ooops.guilty]]
tata
bimbo=
1)Slang. A woman regarded as vacuous or as having an exaggerated interest in her sexual appeal.
2)Perhaps from Italian, baby
3)a young woman indulged by rich and powerful older men
bitch=
[[besides female dogg...]]
1)A woman considered to be spiteful or overbearing.
2)A lewd woman.
3)A man considered to be weak or contemptible.
4)Slang. A complaint.
5)Slang. Something very unpleasant or difficult.
[[thx to dictionary.com]]
so dont misuse these words...haha.
must bimbos be pretty?or stupid?hmmm....
i despise these sorta pple.
never knew a man could be called a bitch.
haha.sorry for corrupting pple's minds...not that u dont use this words...
whyy must this world be so vulgar.why all that name calling...[[ooops.guilty]]
tata
watever
i realised my titles are super misleading.well.i said this before.blegh.
this world will kill itself...man is stupid.as in humans....
sigh.yijie ditched us.the buttwhacker squad.
haha.buttwhackers.how corny.
well.went back to khs today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WOOTS
omg
we waited for zhuo lao shi outside the toilet and shouted her name once she came out larh.she got a great shock.haha
jessie and me went looking for hanxi and last year 2/7 juniors.
we saw irritating samantha,talkative amanda,quiet jean....BUT NO HANXI!!!!
sigh.ok...we are biased.but hanxi is so tiny and cute and quite pretty.and shes so tann...and she has that kinda english accent...sigh......
i felt so tall among those cutely minute primary one and two kiddos.
i realised how short i must have been lasttime.haha.
and we saw the horrendous 6/1 boys...ewww....like their hair was all like super ewwww.their voice super ewwwww.....their socks super ewwwww.heir height super ewwwwww.they certaintly had the ewww factor....that i have to admit.
oooh.haha.nazyra broke her toes.kinda funny.ooops.no mean-ness intended.
but oh well.shes our saviour rite joan???haha
we skipped most of aces day.
woots.
but then we joined halfway.not that it made any diff.cos i just sood straight as a stick and just tokked to simin.haha.
poor nazy.she hopps really fast on one foot larh....
teacher's day performance was kinda boring...
OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!shit sheesh !&@#@$%%&@@#$@% watever.!!!!!!!!!omg.
piak myself.im SOOOOOOOOOO MALUED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shit shit shit shit shit shit
i asked nazy to give miss neo my teacher's day gift for her.and i left MISS TAY's card inside the same plastic bagg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!omg.what if miss neo found it and like tells me that during math lesson.omg.im so malued.omg.i think i will die if she tells me that.
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ARGGGHHHHH.WHY AM I ALWAYS SO RETARDED????WHY DO I ALWAYS EMBARASS MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wats my life about????nothing.or maybe just illusions and crapp.
like hello simin.its not that i dont wanna tell u bout my life.i mean like ....my life is nothing.its so meaningless.my life just revolves around emabarrsing myself and being retarded and squashing.
sometimes i really hate myself.sigh.human's arnt perfect and i dont wanna them to be.
rg lost to scgs during the tanah merah match
sigh...i wonder if wei ting or charmaine played.sigh.charmaine has her personal coach larh...i wanna play with her...and weiting.
hope zainal organises the friendly match.i wanna see wat charmaine looks like.and i miss dear wei ting...i noe im definitely not up to standard.we are so pathetic.the diff between the best and the lousiest is HUMONGOUS...i think im gonna quit jap.so i can train myself.with jodee after school...yayy.but my mum says like go and study....train 3 times a week also not enouh arh?
who can get enough of squash.....like duh.
not like i have a personal coach....so if i wanna get in the sch team i must start trning.
but i dont wanna have horrible bulging muscles.ewww.....
yayy.dermadi will be our coach too.
but hes so strict.but at least we dont have to waste time at tanglin.woots.
hmmmm.not sure if there still is trning on thursdays.
we dint sweep courts yesterday but zainal didnt noe.phew.
tmr gonna train in school wth eileen and jodee.yayy.maybe gonna shopp after that.but only if my mum's not bringing me to raffles city to shopp!!!!!!!i wanna get a roxy pencil case.those huge gigantic ones.
somethings wrong with me.
i cant seem to run in the courts.
like once i see the ball so far away.i just go omg or shit.
i cant stand myself.i try to run but i cant.im recovering from shock....
my services deproved lots.
we did volleys yesterday.super fun.dont need to run!!!haha.
and drives and boasts.
drives were okay.but boasts....i just couldnt turn to the side wall.
jodee almost puked.i actually tot she wud cos she ran halfway and i heard a strange noise like she was groanin...
i realised my posts have lots of missing alphabets.
wanna change my keyboard.
tata.
this world will kill itself...man is stupid.as in humans....
sigh.yijie ditched us.the buttwhacker squad.
haha.buttwhackers.how corny.
well.went back to khs today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WOOTS
omg
we waited for zhuo lao shi outside the toilet and shouted her name once she came out larh.she got a great shock.haha
jessie and me went looking for hanxi and last year 2/7 juniors.
we saw irritating samantha,talkative amanda,quiet jean....BUT NO HANXI!!!!
sigh.ok...we are biased.but hanxi is so tiny and cute and quite pretty.and shes so tann...and she has that kinda english accent...sigh......
i felt so tall among those cutely minute primary one and two kiddos.
i realised how short i must have been lasttime.haha.
and we saw the horrendous 6/1 boys...ewww....like their hair was all like super ewwww.their voice super ewwwww.....their socks super ewwwww.heir height super ewwwwww.they certaintly had the ewww factor....that i have to admit.
oooh.haha.nazyra broke her toes.kinda funny.ooops.no mean-ness intended.
but oh well.shes our saviour rite joan???haha
we skipped most of aces day.
woots.
but then we joined halfway.not that it made any diff.cos i just sood straight as a stick and just tokked to simin.haha.
poor nazy.she hopps really fast on one foot larh....
teacher's day performance was kinda boring...
OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!shit sheesh !&@#@$%%&@@#$@% watever.!!!!!!!!!omg.
piak myself.im SOOOOOOOOOO MALUED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shit shit shit shit shit shit
i asked nazy to give miss neo my teacher's day gift for her.and i left MISS TAY's card inside the same plastic bagg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!omg.what if miss neo found it and like tells me that during math lesson.omg.im so malued.omg.i think i will die if she tells me that.
'
ARGGGHHHHH.WHY AM I ALWAYS SO RETARDED????WHY DO I ALWAYS EMBARASS MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wats my life about????nothing.or maybe just illusions and crapp.
like hello simin.its not that i dont wanna tell u bout my life.i mean like ....my life is nothing.its so meaningless.my life just revolves around emabarrsing myself and being retarded and squashing.
sometimes i really hate myself.sigh.human's arnt perfect and i dont wanna them to be.
rg lost to scgs during the tanah merah match
sigh...i wonder if wei ting or charmaine played.sigh.charmaine has her personal coach larh...i wanna play with her...and weiting.
hope zainal organises the friendly match.i wanna see wat charmaine looks like.and i miss dear wei ting...i noe im definitely not up to standard.we are so pathetic.the diff between the best and the lousiest is HUMONGOUS...i think im gonna quit jap.so i can train myself.with jodee after school...yayy.but my mum says like go and study....train 3 times a week also not enouh arh?
who can get enough of squash.....like duh.
not like i have a personal coach....so if i wanna get in the sch team i must start trning.
but i dont wanna have horrible bulging muscles.ewww.....
yayy.dermadi will be our coach too.
but hes so strict.but at least we dont have to waste time at tanglin.woots.
hmmmm.not sure if there still is trning on thursdays.
we dint sweep courts yesterday but zainal didnt noe.phew.
tmr gonna train in school wth eileen and jodee.yayy.maybe gonna shopp after that.but only if my mum's not bringing me to raffles city to shopp!!!!!!!i wanna get a roxy pencil case.those huge gigantic ones.
somethings wrong with me.
i cant seem to run in the courts.
like once i see the ball so far away.i just go omg or shit.
i cant stand myself.i try to run but i cant.im recovering from shock....
my services deproved lots.
we did volleys yesterday.super fun.dont need to run!!!haha.
and drives and boasts.
drives were okay.but boasts....i just couldnt turn to the side wall.
jodee almost puked.i actually tot she wud cos she ran halfway and i heard a strange noise like she was groanin...
i realised my posts have lots of missing alphabets.
wanna change my keyboard.
tata.
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