im uber dead.
dunno how to do philo.
and im in for dc.
cos im plain stupid.
smart aleck.
pffffffft.


i love mabel!
i love juniors!



recently,
i have the tendency to be vulgar.


my vocab list has expanded.
unfortunately.
and its not that i dint know these words,
just dint use them.
im losing my self control and discipline!
ahhhh.



im starting to call ppl bitches.


maybe i just realised there were bitches and i finally could apply the word?


and i guiltily admit to mouthing f words during nationals and at home or whatever.
i dint say it out but was just reading it in my heart.
eeeeeeeeeeew.
im so guilty.


but i dont know how to control myself anymore.
aiyah.




but really got alot of bitches in my life now.



and im bitching alot.



im guilty.
stupider than ever.
more attitude probelm than ever.




eeeek.








i loook forward to trning!



acting bimbo makes me less moody.
esp with cat and anthea and zann.

but zann cant seem to master the art of it.
aiyah.
so sad worhxxx.



haha.
so cooooooool.










i have discovered alot of things i never knew,
secrets,
good
and bad


sometimes being inqusitive is no good.




im down on my luck.
blegh.
just when i needed it most.



im in for dc unless records are cleared yearly.
hoping real hard.
though i somehow feel relaxed after confirming im in dc.
cos i know sure will go, but everytime 2 bookings walk around very scary.
now dont need to be so uptight cos im in for dc.
all i wish for is someone to go with me.


i love talking to mabel.
cos we have same views.
and same problems.
kind of.


oh well.
i just can relate to her more than i can too other ppl.



and im happy to know shes there for me to talk too.
helps me destress:)




i hope im right this time cos i dont think i can deal with another disappointment.
but i trust you :)



even if i hate rgs,
im glad it gave me sooo nice friends i could never wish for,
and for giving me something to love and believe in.
but still,
i hate rgs.



school is meant to be boring.


and u arnt as innocent as i thought.
what another disappointment.

EDIT: this YOU above.as in the un-innocent person does not refer to mabel.



night makes me feel vulnerable ><

i look forward to saturday.




HAPPY EASTER DAY TMR!!!!!!
GOOD FRIDAY
NO SCH!

EDIT: thx to mabel, i got enlightened that good friday is on friday!
and easter is on SUNDAY!
something to do with the resurrection of Jesus 3 days after his death.

(i hope i remembered it correctly.or else dont take offence:) )
thats grrreat for slacking !






i hate being unlucky.