like totally:)

i am happy today:)
yay.
honestly, i prefer very much to train with cat,eden,eileen,jo.
than with seniors:)
i enjoyed trning today.
yay.

though we had like....
20mins of trning for 7 ppl in total?
nvm.i dont think i really care....
doesnt make much difference.

and waicheng is funny!
she was like why is so sad.
then i was like: huh?
then she said my nick was like sad....
then i was more puzzled.
whats so sad about potatoes?

turns out we are talking bout different things XD

trning was scary.
tianyi was very intimidating.
kept screaming and shouting my name.
and holding up paper with information about anthea -____-
scary scary scary.
and ask me weird weird questions which i doubted anthea really asked.
that just proves that
seniors were right to dao us last time so we will respect them XD
i shall try to dao juniors form now on.
so they will respect me!
haha.
otherwise they will climb to the top of my head.
but i think im too tall for them to reach me XD
oh what crapp!

but its true.
tianyi is ultra scary and intimidating!!!!

haha.
babies are cute!
and i got a new yellow cup with sheep on it!

i am happy today.
wheeee

apparently anthea fainted.
but tianyi exaggerate like siao.
tumble down stairs horh....
im sure lorh.

she dint even faint.
thats what anthea says.
and ask me whether im concerned -___-
say anthea needs my emotional support.
i dont believe anthea will say that!
its just their extra pepper and salt to make the whole thing interesting!

but
oh well.
juniors are scary!!!
there anonymous and anon whoever u are!

oh my goodness.
i thought i just saw joce's display pic move!
scary lah.
the clouds were moving!!!!!
and she has completed her history pt.
i havent.
die lah.

chem today i minus 4 marks le.
but it was okay....

oh.
and
tianyi claims people who wear mini skirts think they are sexy -____-
i feel insulted >< face="georgia" color="#000000" size="1">and nope.i say whatever i can tell which u want to know.and if its a secret, too bad.and sorry, but i keep to my promises.its not my fault.but if i say she will be angry.and i will be angry with my own dishonesty,and if i dont, only u will be frustrated.so its called utilitarianism :)

i believe in utilitarianism.really!

oh and i cant stand it when people dont believe me and im the only one who knows i am telling the truth.
maybe its cos i use"really" too often XD
and maybe i dont sound convincing due to my inability to express myself coherently :)

i am a hypocrite sometimes.
that i must admit.


and i welcome constructive criticisms :)
i think i have become a much better person after listening to what people think of me.
compared to my primary school days,
i am a way nicer person.
at least thats what i think:)
but i have definitely become less selfish :)
yay!


and i think if not for how others have been nice to me which makes me learn from them
(cos i will be guilty and learn to treat them as nicely as they treat me) , and also from all the failed friendships, i wouldnt have improved so much in character.
so whether u are friend or foe, i guess i have to thank you :)


and i think my thinking is seriously warped.
really!!!!!
everything is nature's fault, and its never ever someone's fault, cos its just their nature.

i think i need to start blaming ppl for what they do.
but isnt that as good as breeding hate.
and is breeding hate a way of accepting reality.
oh no.
i am thinking so logically i can write an essay for philo:)
which reminds me i have not done my hw for today.




EILEEEEEEEEEN CAN CONTINUE SQUASH! YAY YAY YAY!
i am happy today:)
thx to weird juniors, funny team mates and myself for making my day so wonderful!
ooooooooooh.
it feeeeels good to be happy XD

i think i have found her at the lost and found corner.
do you think so?