"
-lame joke alert-
Cat started this series of super lame jokes like:
Let me tell you a dirty joke. I fell into a drain.
I can't remember the other one. But anyway I came up with mine:
Let me tell you a stupid joke. I met you!
-end of lame joke alert-
"

this is cat's joke which i read of from mabel's blog.


and it certaintly did make me happy.
hahaha.
i love hpt, bimbo cat!
sometimes shes so lame she makes me laugh :)


i think its lamely funny.
like ice age 2.
and i love it !!!!!!
wheeeeeeeeeeee.



this made me happy.
well,
it just kind of made me un-pissed for a minute.


hmmmm.



im very jealous i dint get to go trning.
and when im jealous i am pissed.
and when i am pissed.
i am irritable.
so i suggest u get out of my way.



grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
i dont care im gonna POUT all i want.
and im going to whine and whine and whine.


im freaking irritated.
and u can tell it when i start using "freaking"




i just lost my mood to blog.
HMPH HMPH HMPH HMPH MHPH



eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyer.
im very agitated.



okay.
forget it.



today i wasted my life rotting away on a plastic chair in an ulu gombak stadium
during a ulu sports meet or whatever.
yes.

u heard GOMBAK

i even passed by toh tuck road.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im pissed.
and i kept whining to the person beside me that i wanted to go trning :)
haha


oh well.
anyway.
we went there not knowing what we were supposed to do.
no one told us.


so we hanged around.
until this ppl realised we were there to help.
and got us to do manual labour.
yes.
child abuse!!!!

haha.
oh well.
just me erika emelyn and lynnette
we had to carry heavy table tops and metal base of the table.



and then me and erika got redundant and unimportant jobs cos there wasnt much to do.

half the class got nothing to do.
we fo lucky got chosen to help out.
otherwise even more bored.
anyway,
erika and me got best jobs :)

haha.
the man see emelyn and lynnette skinny and long legs.
ask them be runners,


though i was insulted by his unknowing implication of saying WE had short fat legs....
oh well.


they had to run across the track after every heat.
which was aboit every 2mins or so.
haha.

just to pass one piece of paper to someone across the track.
impt job lorh.

haha.
me and eriks sat with impt ppl.


the time keepers :)
we sat there shake leg at finish line.
watch other friends run to and fro in the sun and rain.



we under shelter.
and got chair.
our dear frens stand for 7hrs
we sat so long our butt ache.
hahaha.
and we were the only ones offered food and drinks :)
but we kindly asked our frens to help themselves.



omg.what am i crapping.hahaha.im just being ego so i altered the facts XD
the nice time keeper asked them to eat lah.

ok ok.

anyway.

ilove coffee.






thx to erika :)
i drank one cup of tea,
2 half cups of coffee ultr sweet :)
one cup of orange punch
and zero amt of water.


so my throat hurts like siao now XD



i added alot of suger and milk powder in my coffee.
tonight i sure cant sleep
so im gonna stay up tonight:)


im addicted to coffee!
im gonna be diabetic at the rate i add sugar in.
and erika says if i drink 100 cups of coffee in 1hr, i will die.
ahhhh!



and erika is cool and nice whichj i found out today
im so glad i was with her.
otherwise i would have done something tiring and boring and less relaxing




hahaha.

that ____ totally irked me off.


and nga man told me "coffee mix"
is actually milk.
i so loser lah.
she was like : this is tea and coffee mix.

i was like:
ewwwwwww.tea and coffee mix tgth will die one leh



loser lah.
then she was like coffee mix is the milk u put in coffee.
-_-

ok.
i know im so loser-fied.




anway me and erika sat sheltered and comfortably shaking legs under the tent.
seeing who come in last.
then just tell the person.
haha.so cool right.



rgs only got 4 girls running.
lousy lah


anyway.


me and eriks took mrt home tgth.
and we were gossiping !!!!
wheeeeeeeee.


oh and the CIP was quite fun cos we were puking at those guys in tights.
and listening to the time keepers story about love.
hahaha.
who cares bout him lah
he keep wanting to say how he met his wife
and its by a plum seed.
yes
hahaha.lame right.


and then another guy was saying bout single is good.
then the old man say.
aiyah, dont say this in front of them, otherwise they dont want to get married.

ahhaa
they started getting pro-natalist after that.
heehee.
was amusing lah


oooh.
and talking to anthea makes me remember my sec one days.


anthea bite.my.nails. says:
oh and tianyi say she going to reply your letter
anthea bite.my.nails. says:
she likes you you know!!!
liF aN g]]; superficiality. i detest humans. do you get my point.if u do, get lost. says:
hahaha.u all so obvious is making fun of her lorh
liF aN g]]; superficiality. i detest humans. do you get my point.if u do, get lost. says:
and i know im likable but she dont need to like me so much rite.....
liF aN g]]; superficiality. i detest humans. do you get my point.if u do, get lost. says:
aiyoh.its cos im a senior lah.last time i sec one, i also like that lorh.
anthea bite.my.nails. says:
no really!!!
anthea bite.my.nails. says:
she everyday ask me hows lifang
anthea bite.my.nails. says:
and then today she ask me if you going to ora. then i say i dont know
anthea bite.my.nails. says:
then she like so disappointed.
liF aN g]]; superficiality. i detest humans. do you get my point.if u do, get lost. says:
omg
liF aN g]]; superficiality. i detest humans. do you get my point.if u do, get lost. says:
she crush me ah? XD
liF aN g]]; superficiality. i detest humans. do you get my point.if u do, get lost. says:
anthea bite.my.nails. says:
but she is just super happy lah
liF aN g]]; superficiality. i detest humans. do you get my point.if u do, get lost. says:
ok ok.
liF aN g]]; superficiality. i detest humans. do you get my point.if u do, get lost. says:
i shall get ppl to writwe to her
anthea bite.my.nails. says:
she will be happier





oooohmegosh.
tianyi is my junior, my mortal's friend and yu hui's mortal!



liF aN g]]; superficiality. i detest humans. do you get my point.if u do, get lost. says:
oooooh me gosh
liF aN g]]; superficiality. i detest humans. do you get my point.if u do, get lost. says:
tian yi IS her mortal!!!!!!!!!!!!
anthea bite.my.nails. says:
is it tianyi!!1
anthea bite.my.nails. says:
tianyi is so happy!!1
anthea bite.my.nails. says:
but tianyi never give yu hui flowers before!!!
anthea bite.my.nails. says:
then today at ora tianyi met yu hui then later yu hui blush!!!!!! i saw her face went red like WHOOSH!




hahaha.tianyi is as cute as her angel!
both blush like siao one!


yuhui says:
you should have seen tianyi's expression when she saw me during ora
yuhui says:
she was talking and laughinjg with ehr friends
yuhui says:
then when she saw me
yuhui says:
her face was...
liF aN g]]; superficiality. i detest humans. do you get my point.if u do, get lost. says:
my mortal just told me that
yuhui says:
i dunno.
yuhui says:
ohh
yuhui says:
hahahhaha
liF aN g]]; superficiality. i detest humans. do you get my point.if u do, get lost. says:
she said ur face was red like whoooosh
yuhui says:
really?
yuhui says:
haha
yuhui says:
i didnt realise
liF aN g]]; superficiality. i detest humans. do you get my point.if u do, get lost. says:
hahaha.u always blush
yuhui says:
cos it was damn funyn lah tianyi's face
liF aN g]]; superficiality. i detest humans. do you get my point.if u do, get lost. says:
hahaha.i bet she found u funny too
yuhui says:
i think cos i was laughing silently at her face
yuhui says:
cos like
yuhui says:
damn funny lah
yuhui says:
hedh
yuhui says:
heh*
yuhui says:
she was like scared/ shocked dunno what
yuhui says:
then i was like
yuhui says:
"lifts up eyebrow"



haha.
yu hui though is tianyi blush then she try not to laugh
but i guess they ended up blushing at each other!!!



oh well.
i love anthea!!!!!!!!
wheeeeee.



and i miss squash.
eeeeyer.
my life feels empty without it


i ate dinner at like 8pm today.
hah.
so random


talking bout tianyi,
she reminds me of how last year we sec ones were like crazy when __________.
right my dear squashers?



ahaha.
mybe its just jodee and me lah.
and mable wasn tlike that last year.
only this year lorh
right mabel :)


anthea bite.my.nails. says:
first lesson. she ask why japan so packed. i said super softly, maybe because of the sumo wrestlers. dont know how she hear she come to me and ask what my name was. 2nd lesson know my name already.



omg.
i know this is mean.
but my mortal is so cute :)
but thats why she so racist and tactless thats why her teacher pissed with her.
hmmmmm.
i think im so philosophical when i told her to respect other ppl's culture :)
heehee.
im a good role model! a wonderful senior!!!
wheeeee.
but i think that wud be something i wud say last time.
but i realised i have really matured in my thinking alot.
i think its what squash has done for me.
even if the outcome of trnings wernt very desirable.
the process made me a better, stronger, more mature person :)
really!

i think that why im getting more quiet than ever.
but i dont like myself when im quiet.
i miss being the talkative girl during pri school.



but i guess u might call me a loner or whatever now
cos i keep stoning and not talk at all....
but i guess its just trying not to discover more of how evil humans are.
its just trying to slow down the loss of childhood innocence.
but i know theres no use pretending i know evryone is good.
theres no us4 escaping it cos sooner or later i just have to face it.
theres evil all around.
and i just got to learn how not to be hurt by it.


im just being quiet cos i realised i like to stone.
i realised it helps me from making tactless remrks when im pissed.
i know if i say something u will noe im pissed.
i know if i say something i will just start an argument and in the end i will be the on getting most badly hurt.
i realised the more i talk, the more things i say which i shldnt have.
whether it is secrets or snide remarks.
i realised i always say too much and just let ppl know too much bout me that shldnt be said.
i realised that i shld just keep my feelings to myself and not say so much cos no one is interested and im just going to spoil ppl's mood.
i realised i shld think more and reflect more instead of making ppl's life a misery.
and so i just listen to all those sounds flow pass me, and i stare into space thinking




anthea thinks im very philo.i think so too.
hmmmm....i guess its just being so stressed that i learn to sort out my thoughts and be a stronger and more mature person....
and basically its called growing up.
something everyone hates.

anthea bite.my.nails. says:
you sound more matured!!!!
anthea bite.my.nails. says:
you shld crap more often.
anthea bite.my.nails. says:
really!!!!!! then become like all of us in 101. spongebob fanaitcs!!1
liF aN g]]; superficiality. i detest humans. do you get my point.if u do, get lost. says:
yah.i know...im trying to. but i guess i lost my crapping spirit when i came to rgs. i used to be talktive, but i realised alot more...and so now i have decided to be quiet. and sometimes i miss being crappy.but i just cant get it back.its called loss of childhood innocence.




sigh.
i really really really miss those days.
i miss my childhood even if i was deprived of a proper one.



anthea bite.my.nails. says:
oh.
anthea bite.my.nails. says:
that is sad.
anthea bite.my.nails. says:
then must come in talk to us more!! like today when ora walking past the canal. we were crapping about setting up a civilisation then we fish all day and swim in the rivers. like that talk then happy!



and when i hear u speaking like that,
i cant help but smile
i cant helped but be touched by ur innocence.
and im sorry if i just ruined ur innocence by making u realise that u will lose it next time.
perhaps the time hasnt come for u to grow up,
and so i think u shld just enjoy ur childhood innocence while u can.

and i guess all i can do is stare at you with a smile enviously, and cry for my loss of innocence.



i feel bad ruining ur image of how good life can be.


or maybe its just a part of you that will never change.
a part in you which i will never have.


sigh



ooh.i must rmb to write to tianyi,and other juniors when i get their names.
oh.
and deanna from 108 is someone's sis.hmmm.
shes anthea's friend and my sis friend's sis.....
whatever.
i shall not be extra and write to her.
i shall write to ashley cos anthea says she is cute.




i think i must learn to express my self better.


i think blogging has improved my writing skills.


i think i blog long posts cos whatever i dont say i type.
i think i like writing more than talking...


which reminds me.
i have been running away from it.
and sooner or later im gonna have to face it.
but oh man, how am i supposed to go about it....and i think im just hurting everyone by dragging it and avoiding it at my own whim and fancy.

but i guess theres no one to tell me what to do. and in the end, im still alone. in fact more alone than ever.



sigh.