i just realised

theres so many people to help.
so many people out there...
some right before me.
and now that i know the truth or maybe what appears to be the truth,
i guess i just have to help you.
but its not that simple.
and maybe what u need isnt me.
and maybe im just acting saintly and dont really mean to help you.
nope.
i want to help if i can.
but im sure my helpfulness will just be deemed by you as fakeness.
and perhaps it will just do more harm than good.
it will probably be super short term which is precisely what you moan of.
but face it.
reality is that nothing is permanent.
HAH.
you will never ever read this.
cos u dont know that i found out the truth about you.
and besides.
we are 90% strangers so this post doesnt really matter.
im just sharing my views with myself.
yes.
and i just want to let you know that...
nothing.
besides,you'll never read this.


strangers can be more than strange.

i dint know others felt as deprived as i did