ooh

ooooh.
dunno why im ooohing.
but i wished i had gone for dinner on friday.


"When Your feeling alone like no one cares readthis cuz its absolutely true: Every night , someone thinks about you before they go to sleep, at least fifteen people in this world love you.The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.There are at least two people in this world that would die foryou. You mean the world to someone.Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look. Always remember the compliments you've received. Forget the rude remarks."

okay...you probably read it in your mail or something...
but i think this one is meaningful !!!
like anger management or smth XD
really what...................

oh wells.

i think its really...irritating to see ppl making use of others.
okay.forget that i said that.

anyway.
i nicely lent my geog textbook to jodeeeee.

so i cant study to day!
haha.
what an excuse.
i managed to finish my painting!
actually i watch tv and paint so its kind of ....not as nice as it should be.

tmr is 5 items.
im only worried for my sit and reach XD
is terrible.

i think i havent replied anthea's letter......
or maybe i lost it
or maybe i just posted it already?
sheeesh.
i think i tore it up or something out of boredom XD

i seriously have violent tendencies.
hah.

jodee's racquet is pretty.
but not very amazing.
but still better than my racquet.
which is cracking.
but i have no idea what racque to buy.
considering how limited choices i have.....

anyway.
i need a goal in life or i will never be able to choose the correct subject combination....
pffffft.

honestly, i wont mind taking 9 subjects XD
yes!
i am hardworking.
only if all are unexaminable...


oh well.

i have to solve THIS problem, and THAT one, and my racquet problem, and my shopping scheme problem, my math EOI problem, human relations problem with the whole wide world,
communication breakdown with ALOT of ppl, my DETENTION problem," the sight of her freaking pisses me" problem....

WOW
i just hate laughing all these off.


friday was....funny.
haha.
i know i am funny.
oh forget it.


rs is is so far a flop.
public relations tooo.
and my misconception of the whole wide world.



and my guilt is eating me whole.
no wonder i cant feel a thing.

i like studying XD
squashing is relatively boring except for saturdays.

OG was a big mistake.
and my judements have all proved me wrong.

i want a rainbow.
i nice bright one!

and yet again i found out more about others.
their problems which are bigger than mine.

i hate the silence in which i complain in day and night.
humans are really superficial.
and i am really shallow.
pffffft.


da chang jin is touching!
xin niang si ba sui toooo!
ahhhhh!
i realised i am getting more humane than ever.
yay!
it feels good to know i actually feel for others.


backstabbing should be illegal.
hypocrisy too.

mirrors too.
for they evoke jealousy and greed, and anger.
all the roots of evil.
humans should ease to exist for all contain some streak of un-good-ness.

chocalate and sweets make my day.
cheers to mNms and toberlone!
samosas too!

her smile's so wide,
she cant see a thing,
or maybe its just the tears in her eyes.


if i just make u unhappy, maybe i should disappear.
but if i disappeared i can never appear again.
so make your choice.
either way you will be happier without me.
im really sorry.